Wisely's boredom of life~

Part Time Movie Spree ~

2011-04-27T10:30:00.000-07:00

Oh well, I'm back home late midnight as am doing a part time job today at Golden Screen Cinema, Pavilion as to look after on audience and warn them not to use their phones and switch it off and by the mean time yes is a premium show today the Thor. giving it a 8.5star out of 10. Not bad at all seriously. Yeah while worth doing this part time job where they required me to do so. We went to Pavilion straight after class around 7pm I guess after detour at my Ben's house. So basically Krishna, Ching Mun, Ben, KK and me reach there early so we went detouring around from the first shop Sony Ericsson followed by Nokia and lastly Epicentre (Apple). Most people visit, we analyse through the crowd, Apple a lot, Nokia about o yea kinda, and SE empty? lols as like what KK using Xperia is all about first impression, design damn cool but function seriously sucks and he himself admitted as a SE user he regreted it =P

Tomorrow is another day at KLCC just after my class hmm...of course premium movie...Fast and Furious 5 hohoho Dwayne Johnson, Vin Diesel and Paul Walker fuiyoh! XD

I have make up my mind to buy N8 from my friend as he is not using it and planning to wait for IPhone5 which is coming out end of this month. Condition of the N8 have been send to Nokia Care Center as all N8 2nd batch on sale now as purple screen problem on it. Friends in my college who are using this phone facing the same problem too. Nevertheless, Nokia Care Center had already reformat the whole phone to brand new and repair the new screen. Original price of N8 selling in original Nokia shop is RM1565 but my friend is selling it to me with a price of RM1050 as is less than 3 weeks usage. Brand new full set with charger, earphone, cable and etc in the box. As far as I know I have tested his phone and not bad at all. All I need is a good camera and enough storage for my songs with internal memory of 16GB and a good sound system. I don't really care much about apps as you compare in Android phone which is famous for. But IPhone is far to expensive at least double the price of N8, as far as I have playing around with my friend's Iphone is only the software and it's operating system. Is damn effking smooth. Oh well, might be getting it in few days time either Sunday, Monday or Tuesday XD

Sorry dear <3 this few days I have been delaying replying message due to busyness and stress out. Forgive me by the way. Things were moving so fast to my mind as in daily life, study, assignments haha just that till I'm blur in most topic that dear talk with me sometimes >.< ~ I love you sweetheart <3

ahhh bad off day

2011-04-25T09:11:00.000-07:00

Is just a bad Friday lah screw my time up lah where Dell technician are suppose to be at my house around 11 in the morning and guess what...he called up 9 in the morning telling me he is only free at 2pm++ fuck him lar =,= fine zzz than I got some private problem after hours of waiting till dead tired drop finally ding dong bell 4.30pm he came finally Malaysian punctuality zzz and yeap 5pm is done finally DVD Writter repaired XD

By the way in front of the masterbedroom kanasai in the garden view yesterday heavy storm launch in Sri Petaling that's what I know. Guess what happen in the next morning I saw...a fallen tree...

Lucky it didn't fall towards on my condo if not hor hor =X

As i happen to pass by this Jpopasia awards for 2010
http://www.jpopasia.com/awards/
On the J-Rock result title...
Favourite artist/band ~ The GazettE
Best solo ~ Miyavi
Best rocking PV 2010 ~ Shiver (The GazettE)
Best single 2010 ~ Pledge (The GazettE)
Best album 2010~ What's My Name (Miyavi)
Best rock band ~ The GazettE
Best rock act ~ The GazettE
Most promising artist/band ~ The GazettE
Best musical ability (vocal, instrumental,etc) ~ Miyavi
Sexiest rocker ~ Miyavi

looks like most title of J-Rocker owns by GazettE and Miyavi XD

By the way I am squeezing my brain juice to choose a new hp for myself whether to buy N8 or what. I am still very indecisive and hesitating to get a new hp as I'm a Nokia fan...X7 and E6 is coming out soon as news from Nokia is working with Microsoft to launch a Nokia Windows 7 phone as I'm very fucking curious to see the specs. But my hands are itchy enough to get N8 which cost RM1565 uh huh *bitting on my fingers*

Oh god!!!

2011-04-21T08:50:00.000-07:00

Today 8am in the morning I'm still playing miss call on my dear's C6 till somewhere late afternoon. In the middle of Business Room Operation 2 class I suddenly got a miss call by my dear's maxis number which is C6. I picked up the call and noticing it was one of the Starbuck staff who found her phone and ask me to call my dear to come to Starbuck immediately...I was like OMO OMG!!! XD

After 15 minutes dear got back her phone luckily phew what a relief with that new brand C6 Nokia =X oh well nothing much from my side today. As my Dell DVD Writter having problem couldn't read any disc, technician is coming to my house tomorrow to repair it. Very well, let's play and adjust with that time and will be invade my dear's house tomorrow =P

lalala~ suspecting with the Preview of new single Vortex by GazettE is a heavy metal song, yeap finally something with heavy as compare with the light metal as for Red and to the emotional Pledge. Oh well and new single Blue Flame by Alice Nine, no ideas how it sounds like as the first preview has been taken away by Youtube again as always =P ~

Live Tour 2010 Tokyo Dome GazettE & Traces Best of 2005-2009

2011-04-20T05:57:00.000-07:00

Finally GazettE final live Tokyo Dome is out a week ago and is out sale in DVD form. The Download link is available in Megaupload XD

Disc 1 DOWNLOAD 812.33mb (concert live)
Disc 2 DOWNLOAD 621.38mb (concert live encore)
Disc 3 DOWNLOAD 316.37mb (Documentary and preparation of Tokyo Dome)

This 3 link is requested by Ronnie Chin aka Chin Teck Wey since you can't find the link =P

Some awesome songs they played during the Finals...

RED

SHIVER

PLEDGE (thumbs up)

Filth In The Beauty (flame up) XD

Today just found this link TRACES BEST OF"2005-2009"

Tracklist :

01. reila
02. Cassis
03. SHADOW VI II I
04. REGRET
05. Filth in the beauty
06. Hyena
07. BURIAL APPLICANT
08.Guren
09. LEECH
10. DISTRESS AND COMA
11. THE INVISIBLE WALL
12. BEFORE I DECAY

DOWNLOAD

One thing I have been hating about Youtube is always I see this video been taken away all my favourite Music Video GazettE, YUI, Alice Nine and other more....which is in Sony Music

I got a sudden shock when my dear lost her hp Nokia C6-00 in her class just after she packed her laptop? After replying her message 10 minutes later she used her Digi number called me. I started to get upset and panic yet am trying my best to do whatever have to do including 5 of her friends had stayed back to search her handphone. I have search using Maxis service to track her hp number down about the location which recommend by Tania to at least know where the phones goes. But...epic fail saying that it requires by the hp owner to accept it in order for me to track her. Fuck. Next I immediate went to her Taylor porter websites to login using her account and report lost and found till now 9pm I'm still miss calling her hp and I hope that C6 is still lying somewhere that she misplaced it somewhere. I hope someone who is nice and been honest to find it and submit this hp to the faculty so that my dear can claim it from them by tomorrow morning >.< just just that if someone would still the hp surely to have throw the sim card away but till now got dialing tone while calling but just nobody pick up the call lol...weird...but I feel so useless did nothing in house, I couldn't do much for her. I was thinking of using my safe up buying my N8 but now to buy her back the same C6-00 for her =P anyway just wait and see how >.<

I'm back from Hiatus 3 weeks =X

2011-04-18T10:09:00.000-07:00

I have been missing since after final exam, semester 4 break and now here where I am semester 5 opps sorry for not updating my blog for this almost 3 weeks =X been busy lately out there...

oh well let's summarize it to where I am...exam final for semester 4 finished and everything was relieved. Plan to distress out during the holidays. Still busy, running up to Ipoh as my grandma was sick, pig life eat and sleep, lack of disciplines to exercise. Hanging there whacking unhealthy food over there and back home for about half a week or so. Went to Sunway Pyramid for some class gathering and pokai myself at ice skating as is my first timer till now 5% hurt on my ankle. Had awesome time with my precious dear several outing at times square, sg wang and pavilion for a double date with my dear's daughter. Things were funny laughing out together sot all the while like an octopus =) dragging my dear all the way to KFC haha. The next day after the date went to my dear's house to invade some stuff get back my earphone that I left in her doraemon bag =P transferring videos and musics that she is waiting for long =)

Here I am back to college where new subjects are up with Accounting 2, IT 2, Human Resources, Business Room Operation 2 (Front Office), Malaysian Studies (Sejarah) =,=, and Business Communication 2. Okay all the 2 2 2 subject keep coming out and I have to stay focus more on Accounting 2, Human Resources, FO and also Business Communication 2. Four subject to focus and I think kinda weak =X get ready for any resit just in case as I suspecting =X =X =X oh well 3 weeks time results are out. One thing I love about this semester which is Friday no class besides weekend which match with my dear's timetable too. So glad that I could spend my time for this 4 months every Friday =X dip2/10 came back to college from their intership. They are the best junior ever compare to dip3/10 and dip1/11. But someone looks lcly like shit =P

hmm....today went to Subang right just after college to dagei basically been force cause lack of one person. I realize playing game add more stress =P had rm5 worth of pineapple fried rice. All 4 matches lost somemore what uh? Dota la =,= my hand skills start to rust. There go I am again I quit XD

omg I have been away and this blog view increases to 1733? o.o who read my blog besides my dear? walao, anyway for GazettE is coming out with new single called Vortex, the preview sounds weird while Alice Nine also coming out with a new single Blue Flame.

Had my awesome date with my dear last Friday. Main point went to MV/Gardens to get C6 Nokia for my dear. Walking around still getting siao and sot around =) thanks dear for the lovely Mocha at San Francisco. I think I better dun go further as my dear asking me to sleep =P night people <3 my dear <3

Warning Letter?

2011-03-26T08:29:00.000-07:00

Okay let's begin with once upon a time nah, anyway here's how the fight begin, CEO of something something whatever shit is called BK. Well not mentioning the name this is sucks. As the whole class is against BK for some reason shit she keeps on stepping on our class. Keep looking down been a bitch all over the college. I don't know she pms or what by the way slowly each of us keep falling down one by one kena diu from her for no reason. Well what about me? Since throughout this war going between class and BK I have been avoiding her for almost a month whenever I sees her I just move to another path way and just walk out.

Till the real BANG hit drama and war happens yesterday so directly. Here this is what happen, I have left 3 more short questions and one more essay here I go to toilet couldn't stand, about to open the toilet door and saw Joe found a couple of small notes regarding to our exam and my face like O__O! uh wait a minute?! wth? nah can't be bother and while I'm washing my hand and just realize eh? Isn't he is the one doing training in faculty? and Fuck my brain just a snap and....

while walking back to class room I was hold up before entering the class and BK give a stare at me, straight a decision just burst out whole class disqualify from continuing their exam and to be reschedule in the following day. my expression *oh yeah what the fuck is that suppose to be? I'm innocent* yes everyone's face expression (emo, fuck up. angry, dulan, sad and all various emotional) she said the paper will be resit on the next following half an hour. Oh well...just be it than (=__=)

After 30 minutes not much news heard someone admitted that he cheated and the hand writing is his. Don't know what happen in the room between he and BK. The moment BK walk out from the room ask us gathered back into the classroom. Well, she said the exam is postponed and reschedule to tomorrow. And what the fuck is this suppose to be? All I know that I fucking swear I didn't copy, I answered all the questions left one more essay. For fucks if she accused me for copying proof the moment I went to toilet my exam paper were all answered Section A, B and C left last essay. Even I skip that essay I swear to god I can fucking pass that paper easily. I'm so fucked up is because this paper I'm doing received the exact tips given by a lecturer.Fine since BK wants us to resit the paper just go with the flow...

For the following next day, before we even resit our same subject paper, BK came in with her shit face carrying I thought is (our exam papers *ready to hand out to us*) guess what...warning letter? =,= and my expression again double times O______O!!! Each of us received this letter and forcing us to sign this letter stated ~

definition of warning letter : A letter written to an employee as a disciplinary measure. A written warning describes the performance problems or work violations of the employee in specific detail and explains the consequences to the employee if his or her performance does not improve within a specified period of time.

BK said those who are not satisfy with the decision you can get out from the class without doing the exam, if you are satisfy please sign this warning letter and you can take the exam...seriously speaking what is this? Whole class were speechless, this is a kind of threatening and for god sake this is too much. We deserve for the resit but not this warning letter...resit is fine but what is this warning letter means to us? It doesn't mean anything. Fine I don't really do care anyway my brain is leak out of answers before taking the exam , 3, 2, 1 go XD exam starts 2.15pm to 4.15pm...as soon as I turn the page, questions just a slight change and 70% similar to the previous one. 3.30pm finish on the spot hand up the paper, off I go from the college cursing under my breath. My dear just keeping me cool, preventing me from firing BK, well yeah I keep cool =)
yeah not long later while I'm in nearby Salak South LRT station I received a called from Kelvin saying that BK hold them in security once they finish their exam and check their bags. o.o for what the hell did she do that? Is BK really out of mind? I just realize that she's a mad old lady who is having menupause? I think =X this is over abuse her power, this is way too much..

Big discussion with my dad, low, medium to extreme ways that my dad can do wonders. Report to police? or get the whole class to sign a letter and give it to the higher authorities? or report to my uncle as he is in the position of VP all properties just below under Dato Mark Yeoh? or go to the college and confront BK? or called the press? Well after 2 days of thinking, I have make a decision to stay cool and be quiet and see the situation since I heard rumors said Irvin, Kelvin, Ben, KarTee, Krishna and not sure who total to 8? I guess is coming to college this Monday to confront BK and settle this issue. Oh well, I'm just holding the trump card of BK's carrier and I can't be bothered cause I still have 4 more exams to concentrate. Let's sit down and relax watch the drama going on 9.30am Monday on 28th of March 2011 on the spot =P good luck to those parents who are starting the war ~

What I can say that come on guys let's Strike Dip1/10, now we are going to show our real truly teamwork that BK will never see and put the BITCH to sleep!!! We are not weak we are gonna fight for our justice!!!

~Hiatus II ~

2011-03-20T09:15:00.000-07:00

For once again I will be in Hiatus mode since I didn't touch blog or even have the time to touch it. Well, I'm so in study mood for this 2 weeks. Busy with finals and assignment. Rushing like hell to the max till got nausea. Headache well, gambateh Wisely! =P

silent and study mode on ~ rush rush rush argh!

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uh lots of postponed in Japan, Tokyo Dome DVD...postponed Lucy Tour postponed A9 concert Postpone and also Screw Single postpone good enough so I can concentrate my exam at the same time...supposed to be release on 23rd coming soon =P but don't know delay till when lolz...

Difference between British and Malaysia's English =X

2011-03-17T09:17:00.000-07:00

WHEN GIVING A CUSTOMER BAD NEWS

Britons: I'm sorry, sir, but we don't seem to have the sweater you want in your size, but if you give me a moment, I can call the other outlets for you.

Malaysians: No stock.

RETURNING A CALL

Britons: Hello, this is John Smith. Did anyone call for me a few moments ago?

Malaysians: Hello, who call?

ASKING SOMEONE TO MAKE WAY

Britons: Excuse me, I would like to get by. Would you please make way?

Malaysians: S-kew me.

WHEN SOMEONE OFFERS TO PAY

Britons: Hey! Put your wallet away, this drink is on me.

Malaysians: No need lah.

WHEN ASKING FOR PERMISSION

Britons: Excuse me, but do you think it would be possible for me to enter through this door?

Malaysians: (pointing at the door) Can ah?

WHEN ENTERTAINING

Britons: Please make yourself right at home.

Malaysians: No need shy shy one lah!

WHEN DOUBTING SOMEONE

Britons: I don't recall you giving me the money.

Malaysians: Where got?

WHEN DECLINING AN OFFER

Britons: I would prefer not to do that, if you don't mind.

Malaysians: Don't want lah.

IN DISAGREEING ON A TOPIC OF DISCUSSION

Britons: Err...Tom, I have to stop you there. I understand where you're coming from, but I really have to disagree with what you said about the issue.

Malaysians: You mad ah?

WHEN ASKING SOMEONE TO LOWER THEIR VOICE.

Britons: Excuse me, but could you please lower your voice? I'm trying to concentrate over here.

Malaysians: Shut up lah!

WHEN ASKING SOMEONE IF HE/SHE KNOWS YOU..

Britons: Excuse me, but I noticed you staring at me for sometime. Do I know you?

Malaysians: See what, see what?

WHEN ASSESSING A TIGHT SITUATION.

Britons: We seem to be in a bit of a predicament at the moment..

Malaysians: Die lah!!

WHEN TRYING TO FIND OUT WHAT HAD HAPPENED

Britons: Will someone tell me what has just happened?

Malaysians: What happened ah? Why like that one lah?

WHEN SOMEONE DID SOMETHING WRONG

Britons: This isn't the way to do it. Here, let me show you.

Malaysians: Like that also don't know how to do!

WHEN ONE IS ANGRY

Britons: Would you mind not disturbing me?

Malaysians: Celaka you!

Stop My SMS Habit =X

2011-03-16T07:51:00.000-07:00

I realize I'm having a very bad habit in SMS. Yes which is sending message for the first priority for her hmm during I'm busy time or so. So today I make up my mind to *slap myself* on that not to sms when times:

1) Walking to LRT, on the road or anywhere else on the street
2) Bringing hp to toilet (bathing and etc) =X
3) During driving
4) Doing exercise in class
5) Exposure places

*I will stop this habit even I have to reply =P (unless is emergency)*

Now study mode ~ gambateh =P ~ wheee ~ someone gonna get Fuck in college tomorrow hohoho got real drama to watch ^^ guys get ready some popcorn and coke aside =P chaoz ~ ~ ~

Introducing Rainmeter XD

2011-03-15T08:11:00.000-07:00

What's Rainmeter? XD
Rainmeter is a customize skin layout that shows all kind various of shortcuts, info, temperature and all sorts of plugin. It supports all kind of OS Windows 98, XP, 7 and etc. For Apple sorry Macbook user lols

let's look into some cool design

Wallpaper: Wallpaper link (desktop icon on shelf)

As we can see, the left upper corner is Winamp player button skin

Right corner top to bottom : notes, calendar and etc

right bottom: rocketdock ( will explain further)

Cool right XD yeah try click to this webpage Rainmeter download the pack Rainmeter2.0 pick 32-bit or 64-bit if you OS using one of them match it up. After download than launch, choose I think Enigma or Geometer. Skin Tutorial and Tips were given on that link.

Okay basically the skin black and white is Rainmeter

Let's talk about the the list bottom left Firefox till weather button is RocketDock

ObjectDock and RocketDock basically is a extension button just like the one I explain. With cool graphic and yea the difference between ObjectDock and RocketDock is RocketDock has an extension where you can click on it, it expands just like the picture on top, top on the left, Microsoft Office list of them. You can customize and download them in Google Search for it =)

Let's go to further advance~

Okay this is technically overclocking freak. And some people would ask "what Operating System are you using?" or "OMG FCUK where the hell is the Internet button?" LoL

Currently my wallpaper in my laptop is ~ ~ ~

GazettE Ruki Wallpaper and yea XD

somehow I just got bored with it and wanted to change

But no time cause of study

Wasted days to play Rainmeter by the way =X

Well, anyone interested to decorate their wallpaper with Rainmeter skin? XD can ask me by the way for anything haha use your own creativity and just play with it hehe. It's fun but note "this graphic design moving makan Ram and Processor speed a bit in your PC" =X

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By the way I found this video Kai sang Happy Birthday for Aoi and he blew the candles instead of Aoi lol Of cause a smack by Aoi lol

That's all for today I'm lazy on bed XD di di da da

A Smile

2011-03-14T06:07:00.000-07:00

A day started with a smile and with a sudden bang XD it goes all back to normal as I looked into her eyes. I felt her warm love. At the very first moment my hand were shaking and kinda nervous feeling as I hold her hand, I just don't know I just scared somehow and slowly the times goes by for 7 hours we started to get noisy with each other with childish act XD time after time taken it got more comfortable as always no matter what happen is just a miracle when we meet up each other and look into our eyes. Now I have less worries in everything I have trusted her more than anything else. We understand each other sometimes we need our own time by ourself, love is just about sacrificing for one another. Give and take =3

A long walk lol miss the bus in front of our eyes XD nah sometimes I just feel wanna whack her all of sudden XD anyway we just like blindly walk a long distance back to LRT lols save some time instead of waiting for another hour for the next bus =X Had lunch at Pasta Zanmai (Mid Valley) went kacau dear's grandson =X than went GSC to watch Burlesque. Didn't realize the show went for kinda long is more than 2 hours!!! Timing were right and as the rain didn't get us much went to eat a bit but I think is already consider as dinner at Taiwan Dami aka dear's workplace. Banyak paiseh.

Got a big hole on my wallet, this few days need to ikat perut like hell but is damn worth the day with her no matter what =) is just worth that she got back with me and I know she's just there in my heart. Thank you dear...I love her as always...gambateh dear for Wednesday as my dear is continuing her work =)

di di da da ~

2011-03-12T08:19:00.000-08:00

I don't wanna talk much about Edu Fair, what I did is all I did according due to my responsibly, the rest screw things up not my fault. Anyway I went my life as normal as usual. Well, this is how the layout looks like...
Loading and unloading furnitures from college all done in proper, lunch KLCC with a lousiest Seafood Olive, no garlic no olive can die nia the food, went to Food Court with Andy and Bao Jie, Andy order Mc Lunch, 3 of us so kiamsap one cup of coke share 3 people =X
catch some new breath air around to chill detour around KLCC, looking at things than decided to go back to college to cause of last minute meeting and brief due to last minute change of layout by Ong. 2.20pm straight off to car park to look for Andy's Kancil. O really what the hell we took 20 minutes to find his Kancil where me and Bao Jie don't even know where the car is located as we came to KLCC by lorry. Walking around blindly with my mp3 Sony plug on my ear hunting for this small Kancil hidden in the car park. So small nia zzz

I don't know is a good or bad set up at conventional hall zzz

oo Rainbow is been a while I have not been seeing it years ago =)

Is it a good sign today's evening? =)

Ignoring all the negative things looking at the sky o wah rainbow XD uhm I was wondering once my blog is active again and o so many people viewing my blog? I left my blog yesterday with about 980 views and know 1000+ o__O there's people tried to cheer me up and there's people who asking me what's happening. I didn't bother to answered. I'm just plain tired with all the activities daily routine =) I ain't emo by the way haha. I have already adapt to anything and yeah live still goes on man. I just don't stuck with one thing. Life still rocks all the time XD do whatever I have to do dididada ~

For my dear side, I kinda scare really she looks damn scary. I really don't know what to do and I'm stuck and how to react with that as a bf I really need to know to care bout her. I just feel like I'm losing the sight of myself and feel guilty for not caring bout her. Few days I have not bother bout her and as I promise to leave her alone to have some time. But still I'm trying my best to make things better. Other than that I have adapt to any situation she had been for now =) I really do scare of her sometimes...

Till The Day I Stood Up =)

2011-03-10T06:24:00.000-08:00

Anyway I used to promise myself to keep quiet but I broke my promise. Been naughty noisy again XD anyway yesterday after college straight rush up to Mid Valley Golden Screen Cinema with Ching Mun, Yuen Wan and Ben for a part time job aka spot check on customers for any recording devices and handphones. Erm, something like security or whatever, we did it kinda often for Premium Cinema shows. So basically me and Ching Mun taking care of handphone's counter, keeping phones into security box while Ben and Yuen Wan took care of other recording devices like cameras, laptops and videos. Came back kinda late almost 12am+ slept super late, insufficient sleep where I need to be at college today 9.30am

Zombie today, busy preparing checklist, items need to move, placing people what they need to do tomorrow, action plan, report all in one cramp my brain + Australia Wine quiz can explode my head at once with a massive dynamite. Things were going on straight focusing on whatever things need to be done. I need to inform the lorry driver via Housekeeping Manager Wai Lun to transport all the stuff to KLCC Hall 2 Conventional Hall. Running up and down like nobody business seriously, need to get the Lorry pass also at the same time. Once everything done is almost 7pm I'm done dead. Hopefully nothing screw up as I'm playing the most important role in this event for this college as please hopefully the driver won't ffk me =X haha

I feel so yung sui now (=,=) as I cut my hair super short as like 4 cm short. I don't know where to put my face or maybe is my ego? lol really yung sui dao. I have been force to cut my hair in this way as been threaten by someone big. Reason, I need to look smart not showing fashion hair during Edu Fair. Second reason, I need to take a passport picture by not letting my fringe covering my forehead as for Ielts application form Fuck. zzz and seriously I'm not used to short hair right now...so my hair is gone.

Today went I came back is just a biggest joke ever, cause I remember my dad's paying the accommodation in Strawberry Park aka Cameron Highland by Visa, and I was damn blur looking at the front office fellow signing my dad's visa card receipt and so do my dad was blur too. My dad told me why his invoice Visa didn't charge him bout that? O.O plus it is around February I think, but he also receive the petrol Shell on beginning of March. huh uh? Did the bank reject the paid by the hotel and my dad get a free stay there? o.o and the most funniest part is he get a RM60 refundable as he didn't use the RM120 cash voucher. It means like we get there to stay for free and get paid RM60? WTF? (O___O)!!!

Tomorrow damn it la my leader I think got his mind out of no where, while ending the this blogging post, Fuck I receive a message that I have to be at college 8am? =,= seinz whole day I need to monitor the goods to KLCC lei apa me pulak kena go there zzz stress sial. Anyway I'm off to bed early *snore* XD

For the past few days what have happen between me and my dear, I have learnt a lot =) I am thinking the positive way. I have learnt not to repeat my mistake on my previous ex, not to spam messages, respect her time, freedom, obeying her decision giving her time alone. I have a self control in whatever things I am suppose to do. I have think and take the initiative I don't have to worry by now onwards cause I really do have faith in her and I just can feel it =) I am very forgiving and loving person just respect in whatever way she does thats all and I still love her...

Things were keep bothering me...

2011-03-09T01:38:00.000-08:00

nothing and simple leaving it Hiatus till things were okay.
-me aka head of Logestic cracking head for action plan and bla bla things were last minutes
-tomorrow Australian wine quiz
-Finals next two weeks
-Marketing assignment
-Menu's planning assignment
-things need to be done before end of this March.

-Missing-Out of Order-Triple O-No updates-Silence way before~

2011-03-07T22:04:00.000-08:00

GazettE new look Lucy Tour~

Aoi more or less the same just his hair is brighter
Reita looks the same
Ruki hair colour similar to Guren style
Uruha wtf? Black hair? O.o!!!
and Kai!! looks like Uruha's hairstyle sort of
but still GazeRock is Not Dead ~

Living is a painful thing itself...

2011-03-07T19:59:00.000-08:00

I am currently in class with my hand shaking terribly. I couldn't hardly concentrate on whatever I am doing and not paying attention even 1% of the class. I just hate this feeling so much. I got pretty confuse where things and advices closes to me keep telling me what to do and so on. I have promise things and my words are valuable cause I mean my word and I doubt of breaking promises. I'm just a fucking unlucky and unfortunate to live things like that. Or maybe I'm just been cursed the way I am to live. I felt very lost where I couldn't do anything right now, messing around my head.

I sense something without anything telling me cause I can feel it way back before did she told me. I can really feel and sense before the thing happen. Break up is a No for me and I never ever dump anyone before in my life. Everyone has their limit to certain tolerating in certain things. I really had a sleepless night every half and hour or an hour I keep waking up from bed in the middle of the night. Tell me why is Love is so suffering? Simple is the fact of life to love someone I have to sacrifice things due to certain limit. All I can do is to suffer with pain and despair quietly in my heart. I can just show my mask to everyone around me right now with a fake smile rather than sharing problems with anyone.

I don't feel a thing now, not hungry, pain has gone numb, I just don't feel like doing anything. I'm just lifeless and couldn't move, skipping meals, irregular sleep, assignment not done, just fucking around. Sometimes I wonder what love means. She is my only love I am having, like this is facts is nothing seems interesting when it belongs to you, only when it doesn't. It is really the fact of life. No matter who I got like Yui, Utada or whatever artist as my gf also still will be feeling the same. Is just that have to go on. Love is just now in the air, where you can talk about. Is about proving yourself and build the trust to gain to love someone. Is not about the looking how pretty or how handsome and money. Is all about loyalty and sincerity. Those two are the most important and plays a major role as I expect from my love ones.

Is very sad to have an argument with my dear yesterday night. It just feel like killing and drowning myself. I don't wanna make things worse. I just want to have time for myself right now. Some certain things I don't wanna blame her, is part of my fault also. Is just a sad, disappointing case. A person like me can be easily gone cold cause ice, water represent me. Water with a cold cool headed doesn't need to be angry. Just frustrating with things. Sometimes I don't blame anything maybe this is my fate. Fated to be live in this way. Lonely in the darkness with no love that is used to be said.

My tears has gone dry to the river. Is too sad till there's no tears at all. It gone dry. I think I am a EPIC FAILURE where I hurt people in terms of love also. What I can do now is just hope for what's best for myself, and I hope she wake up.

I think I am gonna screw my semester 4 up. I am now not paying any attention to my lecturers skipping lunch and maybe dinner later. I fed up with my life...I wish I can die and reborn in other better family far off. My post is kinda complicating, I don't know who to talk to. I just can express whatever it takes here now. I'm blogging and ignoring everyone in the class now...hope I can sleep and rest my life in peace...give me a break at least....my life is not as easy as what other thinks. Is not easy to be a human sometimes...

Wine Class and Others~

2011-03-07T06:58:00.000-08:00

Last 2 days had a wine tasting with my condition of having a flu I could hardly tell the difference but I will try my best bout the taste, aroma and appearance. The test is we have to write down the appearance aka dark? dull? opaque and so on...aroma is either fruity? oak? and whatever it is and the taste is sour? bitter? sweet? dry? and so on. Not gonna go on details, instead of lecturer asking us to taste and throw it out into the basin, I so clever go and down and drink 3 kind of red wines and 2 kind of white wines. Red wine ~ Cabernet Sauvignon, Merlot, Shiraz and for white wine ~ Chardonnay 2004 and 2008 vintage. After the testing and we finish the balance up =X and I got drunk 10% but still stable walking back home LoL

white wine

red wine

balance france wine that we gonna sapu it

Yesterday did nothing I rot in house study the day to get prepare for the finals. Oh yeah my dear told me my email have been hacked by someone, so I straight away change to new msn and yes my new and officially email wise_91@live.com.my and this old hiruko_kurei@hotmail.com will be disband =P LoL

Today a massive stress all impact just came by like a heavy bulldozer came and knock my head. Leader of Logestic in this edu fair crack my brain need what to do about in KLCC this Sat and Sun, massive Marketing with my partner find we got the points Market Target, Marketing Positioning and Segmentation for 2,500 words of report? How the hell on earth am I gonna bull crap bout it?! Exam is just around the corner starting earliest 21st of March, I couldn't concentrate on things where I am suppose to do, but my mom aka Roz, she advice me what to do and so. I understood, damn the way she talk =P "lantak je dia nak buat apa hantam je" "relak wanna do like that than go to hell?" olalala this reminds me of something that I used to experience the things before anyway I'm back to where I am used to stand for...

Bad short form words that is commonly used in my class:
1) S.U.B. = Stupid Uneducated Bitch
2) P. P. P. or Triple P = Pear Palak Pundek
3) Fuck = common word
4) Come suck on mine
5) Fuck you la Bastard
6) Wasted Sperm = when someone has gave up on something or drop out from class or etc we used that
7) Ma Chi Ke Ni
8) Parrot = When someone repeat the same thing in class
9) Suck on My G6
10) Brainless

Today I just found out something how come I'm that noob where I could export all the email MSN contacts from my old email account into a Excel something Microsoft format from the service something, and than relog in to my new account and straight away directly import all the whole damn contact list from that Microsoft Excel into it instead of slowly one by one add them back =P and is like take less than 15 minutes to get it done. How stupid am I =X

I realize I tend to be strong where I try not to get emo on things were not suppose to be. It doesn't affect my studies or whatever so. Just that they need to know what is real life to be and I am independent to live on my own. Whatever those people things they wanna mess and screw things around let them be. As long you take care of yourself and know your damn limit. I have also learnt not to be angry and lose my cool, cause in times that my dad's advice is where you lose your cool = you lose yourself =worse enemy of yourself= you could not conquer yourself. I seldom get angry and just a happy going lucky person. Do whatever is best. Believe in things that I wanna achieve and be less negative. I have been through working in JW Marriot, Riltz Carlton and Pangkor Laut Resort in all sorts of departments, I have seen through all sorts of people and characters even bitch I respect her by showing my mask even is a manager no matter what I have to show that good impression to everyone. Strong part in me that I have realize that is tolerate and cool headed. Weak part of me is been quiet and kinda anti-social. I don't know what to do with that =) anyway just that I have to go on more to see what is true life is about and stop been emo-ish just because of love

For my dear, I am not gonna think so much, as I think more I will tend to get worried, anyway I don't wanna keep my negative thoughts in this relation, I just hope that this will make it through. She is the best out of all I have experience. Whatever we shared whatever we talk all far lots of mutual. I listen and there for her when times she is down. All I know is I have my limits in certain circumstances. Both of us have not been through long term relationship. Guess what I am gonna go for it and go with the flow. Hope for the best and expect the worst simple. I am prepared for anything no matter what it comes and I am gonna prove it to her that I am different. Well hope she won't thing so much negative thoughts into it too. I love her to the max <3

A Visit to a Beer Factory

2011-03-03T06:50:00.000-08:00

Last two days I made a detour at a shoes sales at Hotel Sri Petaling, happen to saw a nice design graffiti greenish design flat shoes B.U.M. Equipment. Bought it and RM75 just flew off =P hand itchy yeah went off haha

Yesterday don't know what happen to me after having my Marketing quiz omg I got a slight headache, the moment I came in LRT omg is so bloody stuffy until I'm catching my breath! Things I want to complain about LRT Ampang ~

1. Every week without fail sure enough around 9am to 10am to encounter a bloody train stated "Tidak Dalam Perkhidmatan" means "Not In Service" what the hell on earth you telling me? And not only me for those who are working also can see through their facial expression with a "dulan" face. Worst thing I encounter 3 trains in a row not in service confirm 30 minutes I'm late for class eff....

2. Please for god sake is too often there's no air conditioner functioning at all in the train. Whole journey 20 minutes I got a stuffy sauna? (=,=)

3. Seriously it is very embarrassing especially tourist (masaleh) using our public transport LRT in this condition I have got nothing to say.

4. Anyway this is Malaysia Boleh zzz (at least better than KTM) =X

After that yesterday night I started to have a slight fever with flu, dying on the bed once I got back home with a warm bath. Weather have been changing all the while one moment hot and one moment heavy rain. Today morning OMG my body start aching, pushing myself to my limit, I did took double dosage of any medical pill for my sickness. Started to feel better once I reached college, oh well let's start with a beer factory visit =X most of us didn't care much about the processing and bottling the beer or whatever it is, but what we care is the end of the tour is free flow of beer...

As those who know that we are not allow to take photos in the factory process, just the bar lol. Anyway I drank 1 glass of Strongbold, 1 glass of Paulaner, 1 glass of Tiger and 3 glasses of Heineken. When the last beer I drank aka Heineken still my favourite beer ever =P is so refreshing till my fever is gone =X but my flu? nope =P but I got around 30% drunk and yeah kinda dizzy. Knock out in the bus on the way back to college. Anyway once reach back home I'm total stable =)

Damn it la why am I have to in charge of this Edu Fair ishk this 12th and 13th of March where I'm having my final's end of this month. For fucks meh? somemore in Logistic damn it lar, I'm so bored with this college anyway I'm force to show my face sometimes once in the while. Marketing assignment also got no time to finish anyway will finish it in a short while soon =) (that don't have to worry about) Australian Wine quiz next week Thursday yawn.....well everything still under control hehe still slow and steady condition XD

Thinking of buying new hp in terms of when should I make a move. The problem is I keep on thinking like wanted to or nope not the time yet. Cause in my mind there's N8 with damn cool 12mp Carl Zeiss lens with Xenon Flash, 16GB internal memory thats the two main thing that attracted me. It almost match with Iphone 4 in all terms of software and all other functions. Furthermore talking about durability N-Series is the most lasting series compare with other series. N8 N8 N8 yes N8! First N series with touch screen damn cool the design. I'm currently using N82 since 2008 and is with me for 2 years and 9 months already, still damn good condition even I abuse my phone that bad =X anyway the problem with my hp now is 2GB not enough space for my music where most of my songs is 320kbps and is at least 6mb++ max 20mb...anyway just leave it first =)

Yesterday night I came across to this video, and o yeah J-Melo top 10 most requested artist damn cool

Gaze number one hohoho

On my dear side she's facing bad customer last night >.< sad for it she's having an uneasy job to face some sort of crazy idiot customers. Anyway just hang on there 8 more days dear =P my lovely ~ ~ ~

Opps twice? XD

2011-02-28T06:41:00.000-08:00

A day where things went right in everything as well plan =P today I though class gonna end at 12.30pm but end 11.45am =P well straight went to locker change and zoom off to lrt down all the way to Bandar Tasik Selatan LRT just to wait for my dear to go to Mid Valeey XD (not gonna say in details as usual XD)

*well watch Drive Angry with my dear kinda violent and ahem! which is so unexpected anyway I enjoyed especially with my dear =) kinda rush and short date but I just wanna cherish all the time we got together, any opportunities of time we got together ~ <3 had McD before the movie rush quick lunch about 10 minutes zoom ~

just in time for my dear to be back so in a sense that I have kidnap her out and put her back in place before the housetaker is back home XD lalala curfew ~ zzz like I said I don't wanna say much <3 dear you know I know la <3

XDXDXD

XOXOXO

*our next date don't know where* =X
and fuck I forgot to camwhore hug till I lupa =X

The day after resit ~

2011-02-27T01:48:00.000-08:00

I have been missing since the day I have to rush my report and prepare for resit. Tricks and strategy have been plan all the time, in the end we did it. Now is the time to study stop Wisely to slack around. =)))

*the worst thing ever my laptop charger is been knock out by a lightning surge in college where Zhi Sung, Kelvin, Andy and Ben (including mine) at the same time all been kong out =X, somemore worst my notes is all in the laptop and where my exam is one day before. At first I though is just a black out where doesn't have electric, when I came back home didn't bother much late night when about to switch on the main switch and....wtf? I tried opening the plug though and hopefully is just the fuse is been burn out, so I just change the fuse and is still zzz no comment. In this situation is like really committing suicide for the resit paper. No choice I have to do something with it (you know I know la) =X up to know my DVD rom reader at my laptop doesn't work at all it only function is to eject my DVD out that's all. It couldn't hardly read anything from it even a simple empty disc. That one couldn't bother at all, cause the most important is that CHARGER!*

Anyway yesterday I'm attending this event La Cosa Nostra is kinda cook off from the Taylor's student providing 5 courses of food so, just after my resit I rush back home to bath and change, went to Sri Petaling LRT station where Ivan is waiting to fetch me, Jacob and Leon. Me and Ivan waited for almost half and hour for the two jokers and we penalty them for paying the toll =P

Reach there meeting up some of the Pangkor colleagues Navin, Arika, Aina, Remon, Gillian and of course my old long lost twin friends since Standard 1 have meet up again Adrian and Aaron. Gosh the college facilities and the service thats way to good for it. Meeting up with old mates were cool and having fun all the time. All the 5 courses are started with salmon prawn carrot julienne carrot salad, ceasar salad, seafood spaghetti, steak with mash potato and lastly tiramisu for dessert. Drinks are just normal mocktails which I can recognize some of what they mix with =P

yeap the twins Adrian and Aaron is been a while since 14 years ago

great time with everyone is good to have such a big function to meet up with old good friends sometimes =) back home kinda late, had a whole day out day long till drop dead on my bed.

Today morning woke up OMG kinda late, I'm so lazy to eat lunch also, anyway just went to Carefour opposite just to search for my proper and exact Dell Charger, hardly could find any zzz swt in the end one shop just providing this stupid multi universe charger where can change the plug and can charge any laptop brand and is kinda waste of money. For my laziness to go to Lowyat or Mid Valley I just bought it from there for RM129. Money just fly out like this in a day yawn.

Looking forward to date my dear tomorrow, I'm kinda desperate to see her =X hopefully she finish early and in time to see her and I really hope this this public transport could move faster!!! Whole day througout the event I have been thinking bout her worrying things sometimes, I'm missing her so badly. Thinking bout future, she is my life and part of my future that I would want to live with, is bout almost 2 months everything is going smooth and lovely. Both of us almost got the similar interest in everything. What has come to worst in future that is she is my last gf aka my wife in my future, I'm tired to find any. I will stay loyal with her in my heart no matter what situation she is just way far perfect as any... <3

Stress point again =P

2011-02-22T21:26:00.000-08:00

Nothing much happen this few days, just that college is giving things all last minutes assignments and short period time to pass up. Having chef report to do, tons of presentation, 2 resit paper this Saturday. If I manage to survive this week consider still okay. Sometimes got crazy with my dear =P my stress release kekeke =P lalala~ I love the way she is ~ anyway chaoz a short one here XD ~ ~ ~

Busy Buzz!!!

2011-02-20T06:53:00.000-08:00

The day yesterday I started with a Chef job and all it went is smoothly. I just went ahead I push myself making used of SUB to do sohai work pressuring some of them all the way till it done and turn up to be the best dish ever =P all it done till 2pm rush back home had a bath since I am damn smelly after my Kitchen final class =P rushing out till.....

okay presentation sucks but awesome =X

yeah to be continue rushing till ~ Ken forgotten which condo I'm leaving and he rushing me saying that he is waiting for me at the condo and I was like O.O I don't even see your damn Saga at all?! than he mon cha cha forgotten already and I told him the condo nearest to Net Studio swt~ after picking me up and the most funniest part is we lost our way to pick up Kimmy at Salak South -,- even we like scratching our 3 damn head and giving directions where the hell to pick him up for like 20 minutes and yeah we went to Taiwan Dami where my dear is working ~

The moment I went in...the look ooo and trying to find where is my dear looking left right and she is sitting right direct in front of me =P dar dar my darling and she like pointing at me =X looking around the environment of the restaurant scratching my head deciding should I sit with her...maybe no cause if I would sitting with her and the time is she is still considering working hours rather not. Later her boss see than big trouble, anyway sited just right the next table where she is sitting and having her late lunch I guess? Glancing at the menu crap so messy and the numbers is all not in order wtf? Looking at the menu until I gave up choosing the food but just had ice cappuccino. Having siao and crazy talkative around non stop until when our drinks came we didn't realize and trying to differentiate which drink is which and we were like "har"? Okay the thing is Ken chosen Ice Mocha, and Kimmy chosen Honey Ice Coffee something and they drank each other drink without realizing the taste of honey lols. swt before that really what my dear say is true I really kena hantam by her on my head the moment I came LoL ! "hantam customer"! =X really damn paiseh lar ~ anyway this yum cha tiny, we crap a lot ~ at the same time I'm enjoying seeing something =X sometimes I did't even concentrate on what both of them talking bout where my attention on somewhere else. On one part is I really enjoyed it and I really miss my dear all the time she move here and there starring at her ~ ~ ~ I love you ~ ~ ~

okay the white stain we got yellow and think about it =X

is on Yong Ken's car

After Ken fetch me marathon up to Bkt Jalil LRT Station ~ took to Tasik Selatan waiting for Luo Quan to fetch me up to KK's house for barbeque gathering for our collegemate lols and the moment I enter his house and I saw this ...LMAO...

LMAO ROLF!!!

Had BBQ with them touring around do crazy stuff urm yeah I broke my own rules since I admit saying that I quit alcohol but took just 2 cans of Calsberg =X looking at them playing blackjack where I am not playing soh soh than waiting for the right time to go back and went off early 9pm till to exhausted since I woke up 7.20am whole day long class kitchen >>> yum cha >>> BBQ >>> Knock Out ~ sorry Dip 1/10 I couldn't be there long till midnight for u all guys ~ anyway had a great whole busy day ~ =)

*I lazy to upload some pictures about the BBQ event* yawn but it is uploaded in Facebook ~ ~ ~

=P

Multi emotional~

2011-02-18T05:16:00.000-08:00

This is so far worse to worst of my day. I really hate myself where I'm not strong enough to continue my normal daily activities. I so hate this feeling I'm fighting myself over it this for hours and hours.

Starting when I arrive at college, I need to check the ingredient to see it arrive or not. Well, kitchen operation class started 9.30am without any ingredient arrive except my apple for tomorrow. So class delay till around 10 something and some bitch so clever asked us to think out of the box look into that bloody freezer what left remaining and do out 8 pax of coffee tea break dishes for F&B director and CEO from JW Marriot which is still under YTL company coming down for a visit. Fuck me and Bao Jie aka chef for today and tomorrow have to crack our brains to do so. So I'm pissed! Everything were fucking last minutes, making cheese quiche, macaroni, sandwiches, asparagus beef salami roll and pear muffin. things done around 12.30pm than went for lunch. Chilling on the sofa in student lounge chasing indian bitch from yesterday up to now yet she dare to tell me that she forgot to ....fucks! I AM SO keeping and controlling my cool...went into a room and sleep before the next 1.30 cooking class again start since the ingredients arrive at 12 something...

Starting with my assign of doing honeydew sago tiny or whatever I have fucking forgotten. Went down by myself to check the last two ingredient and my SUB (I will tell you what's that later on) go and 38 follow me wherever I go just to take that small damn thing. ANNOYED! Still! Controlling my cool ~ half way making pandan syrup at the same time sms-ing my dear....something went wrong that is not really pleasant to hear about. I got worried, everything came to like one big pause on my mind. I felt weak I couldn't continue my work, giving an excuse to my CDP saying that I have some problem and have to check with the ingredients stock coming in at the receiving counter, I went missing half way cooking and hide somewhere at the corner of the staircase to chill things and settle myself sitting down with a deep big gasp of air. Enjoying the breeze of air looking out the window...wondering....what should I do with myself...I'm so stressed up till tomorrow I'm so gonna screw someone in the college for the second time. I am gonna make a big fuss out of it. Just watch la since today already got fight with knife cutting threatening.

For SUB that indian bitch I'm so gonna screw her upside down tomorrow is stand for Stupid Uneducated Bitch! Thats what my class created a name SUB for her. She is basically our senior where she screw up her whole semester thus, joining our class half way on the second year. She is a bitch where our class hates her so much, acting like one SUB I really feel like wanna stab her with the knife when cooking seriously I don't how this kind of human can live in this world!

The emo part is because maybe I talk the wrong thing and I felt so bad, even it's feel like I should't born out from this world. Is like saying to leave someone alone but I couldn't put my heart to leave her. It's like a knife is forever there slicing my heart and the blood juice keep on splashing out of it forever. This is so really torturing. For hours I have been waiting for a reply. Everything came to a pause. I feel so lifeless. Back home everything were like dull, hardly could breath, skipping my dinner, hardly got appetite for anything, lying on the bed whole day till night struggling to get a proper sleep. Or maybe I have think too much or am I really taking it that so seriously? Or maybe she is so busy till I should not disturb her? I don't know what to do now. I just wanna give her some space for the time been. It really sucks where I seldom and couldn't get to see her missing her for long, I scared things went wrong, my life is already been suck. Tell me what should I do? I know I'm just a Total Fuck Up Failure. Even I try my best I could't do much. To look at the facts I got nothing special in me. Feel like you are just a gold to me but I'm a piece of rock. I'm really having breakdown 50% right now...just hope for the best * I know when I'm down, I got cheer up easily by her* but come to her is the other way round haiz...

*Tomorrow no need say la massive disaster*
*current mood annoyed, pissed, fucked up and emo* sigh

The day I got stress up again!

2011-02-16T07:47:00.000-08:00

Today early morning I woke up I think I see stars and my eyeball keep rolling all over my head omg this is the first time I feel that dizzy walao. Walk also so imbalance, couldn't stand with an empty stomach took 2 panadols straight =X walk dizzyingly like drunk all the way to LRT omg my head spinning, anyway after first class feeling better after a cup of ice coffee.

here comes the drama. When my fucking bitch black sous chef didn't update me anything about ingredients order where Monday is the dateline to pass up the order. Furthermore, I sms and called her, no reply and didn't pick up the call. FUCK!!! anyway I assume she did everything when I was away in Ipoh. When I came back to college today, she said she kao dim everything liao o.O (surprisingly okay) later on when I asked all the four of my CDP...all of them said that my sous chef didn't even remind them and didn't update anything bout it and wtf? That was like she submit the ingredients to my lecturer without telling the whole damn bloody class?! and she blame me with lame excuses, fine I don't want to make a big fuss out of it. Just watch and see what's gonna happen on Sat lar zzz Screw that bitch zzz whole class also support that zzz

on my dear side she got blame from a bitch which I would like to fix her up but come to it no point, she just putting a bloody blame on my dear that she took the wrong order Fuck that bitch. But less than a month chill dear >.< well something went swt to the max that evening till I think she caught in a busy dinner serving job, so yeah I stop disturbing her =X anyway, I got so worried till the whole night she finish her job around 10.30pm up to now didn't receive any messages from her. Hope nothing happen to her >.< aiks sleepy yer I really don't feel good this whole night eeeekkkyer felt so torturing inside my heart sigh dear~

*today like not very good day >.<

Hiatus in KL =X

2011-02-15T07:44:00.000-08:00

I don't know where to start well, I don't know this trip back to Ipoh is a screw up journey or not cause I feel very blank without seeing missing my dear so badly. Anyway, left KL damn early in the morning reach back hometown around 11am after breakfast. Sunday which is the first day slowly got rotting and simmering under low heat in the room omg, my laptop so hot also can kaput liao =X sleeping die ~ max speed number three direct fan also can sweat like pig heated up like omg. Couldn't stand the heat and bath almost 5 times sei X_x

second day in Ipoh ~ as usual eat spree and sudden move to Cameron to chill ~ when my foot step onto Cameron Highland from the car walao! Hot Hot Hot! especially the sun direct shines diao global warming like what my dear said? o.O!? Stop by this shop saw a hamper olala so lovely hmm but budget gila sial, well decided to went up further to see any better things for my dear =X yer went to Tanah Rata and Brinchang like nothing geh, common stuff keychain and some orang asli handcraft sweat...a surprise stayed at Strawberry Park Resort with this condition I'm not ready with any stuff example, my handphone battery is dying lucky brought one shirt with me sweat what also not with me. Anyway decided on the way back to get that hamper =X but unfortunately the shop close -,- oh what the hell? OMG bang head on the wall, regretted deep shit! ahhhh damn...

Once reach back to Ipoh to chill, I wanted to go to Parkson to get something which I think I know what to get something at least and my dad say a solid "no" -,- hell care, I argue with him and I took that old damn Daihatsu manual car which is same age as me alone and drove it down to Parkson to look around to get something =X anyway nothing much when I got back home Ipoh and we went back KL

still looking good eh? olddy manual car =P

I don't wanna talk anything in detail, I'm just kinda tired. My dear using Digi and Celcom, planning to change my number from maxis to Digi of maybe to make it easier just get a new Digi number but my dear don't let me to do so until she say yes >< need respect her ma ~ I'm so worried of her since I'm so far away from her. Sorry no pictures capture anywhere especially in Cameron cause due to hand phone battery dead. The day in Cameron I'm the last one to sleep where my dad and grandma were sleeping starring at the ceiling dreaming things and future ahead together with my dear, the moment I receive my dear's good night message after few minutes my hp blackout lols...less than a month dear =P loves...

Okay this Saturday I'm so stress up with chef work damn ~ zzz

Aiks...

2011-02-12T04:40:00.000-08:00

Today I'm the CDP for SzeChuan soup dish. Appetizer soup dish Chinese cuisine. It should be the easiest and simplest course compare with others. This would be sucks when one of my team didn't attempt cause of clubbing last night and slept late, resulting to nausea and couldn't wake up. Another one don't know which people so dare come and against the CDP and with it's egoish got screw the whole dish. I'm not weak or something to against it, I'm just plain tired and rushing this god damn dish to finish it. You tell me why the soup is screw up because it is sour yet to be no spiciness in it plus we are one of the slowest dish to end. Furthermore stupid presentation ever with spring onions on top. Screw it up la with pack everything and goes off to student lounge and ask my dear situation. Okay her side also sucks

Sad case for her too aiks. She waited the whole day ended up not taking the undang exam? What the hell? Screw those bastards who not taking things seriously out there organizing the exams ~ server down or so whatever. Fcuk. I can feel her frustration inside her heart. Her curfew keeps on and she couldn't go out with me as she have to follow her mom's friend for lunch or something like that. Anyway, no matter what curfew or anything else still couldn't block our relation forever. I'm confident with it cause she is my girl that I'm in love. I just missing her so badly...I will wait no matter how long till she finish her work gambateh dear. Recently I think she got a bit cranky crazy a bit last night or a bit high? =X to think back bout it , I laugh out muacks~

I'm leaving Ipoh tomorrow morning. Will be back Tuesday. Boring rotting in that hot sauna house, I'm so gonna die there without internet. Heated up till death lol. To think the positive side I'm so gonna send my grandma back to her house and yes! I will take back my room this Tuesday and my queen size bed to lie on! Fuiyoh!!!

GEMINI ALICE NINE ~ save my stress ~

2011-02-11T06:57:00.000-08:00

I have been missing in past few days =P done with midterm, for Nutrition I think should have been doing well and Marketing speechless =X just feel like freedom after these mid term. Anyway my hand got itchy and thanks to Moon Cheng and Soon Yen force me to play dota ~ ops sorry dear I have been naughty after I think 9 months didn't touch game =X my rusty hand skill still no comment.

Today Kitchen class as usual Vietnamese & Thai ~ seinz just 3 more fucking classes and push it to the end and yes is end end it means no more KITCHEN CLASS. Got screw up with this effking green curry chicken. But turn it to be delicious and presentation sucks hell. Anyway today I spent the whole night dividing my class into four groups, searching dishes, recipes respectively stress~ since I'm the chef for the last Kitchen class. I ordered all expensive ingredients, this time no more chicken used to be the noob chef =X ordered...I ordered salmon and lamb as a main course, squid salad as appetizer and desert nah screw it up with apple pie cheese tiny forgotten la =X hantam only la the rest all throw to my Sous Chef since Sunday I'm not gonna online till Tuesday as I'm in Ipoh. Chef Collin wants the ingredient order by Monday thats sucks so is all on this girl Thrishna aka my Sous Chef @#$%^&*() Eff it zzz

At this point kinda stress, kitchen stuff get heated up. My dear can't go out with me on Valentine's but try to squeeze the time tomorrow Saturday, will looking forward and see bout it. My fucking resit paper have been delayed until don't know when diu. Sorry for the bad languages cause I'm under stress now.

New Album New Songs accompany me
Album Gemini ~

Tracklist:

1. I.
2. RUMWOLF
3. Stargazer:
4. 4U
5. 蜃気楼
6. KING&QUEEN
7. Entr’acte
8. 閃光
9. 風凛
10. GEMINI-0-eternal
11. GEMINI-I-the void
12. GEMINI-II-the luv
13. birth in the death
14. Overture (Bonus Track SE)

Bitrate: 192kbps

DOWNLOAD

The three songs Gemini kinda weird but if you guys listen it three in a role is like kinda one length full song combination. Single Senkou and Stargazer include in the album. The other's album not bad at all. Good songs worth it from track 1 till track 12 is my favourite =P
This song will keep me accompany till Tokyo Dome is out~

Tokyo Dome Report ~

2011-02-08T08:13:00.000-08:00

The year 2010 has certainly been eventful for the GazettE. With a series of live tours, three new single releases, a video compilation DVD and a transfer to Sony Music Records under their belt over the last few months, holding the grand finale THE NAMELESS LIBERTY on December 26 for their first performance at Tokyo Dome is the perfect finish to end the NAMELESS LIBERTY SIX BULLETS tour.

During the late afternoon, a large crowd of fans had already gathered outside Tokyo Dome, braving the chilly weather. Some hung out with fellow fans and friends, some excitedly took photos to remember the day and some showed off their cosplay outfits by dressing up as their favorite member. Most of all, there was some queuing to do to buy tour merchandise. The goods were so popular that several items were already sold out two hours before the show.

Once inside, as fans made their way to their seats, last minute sound checks took place on the stage that was set in a futuristic box theme. As soon as there was a black out, everyone stood up and started cheering. Purple and blue stage lights filled the venue with a video on the high definition screens, accompanied by dramatic recorded music, followed by a short laser show. Sounds of “Red” blared through the air, the stage bursting alive with the members rocking hard to the music as the crowd screamed in excitement. As “Agony” began to play, a sea of fans were already headbanging with great exhilaration. When Ruki hollered, “Tokyo!” the beat to "Hyena" ripped through the speakers with fans also singing along to the lyrics.

Energies soared as the crowd screamed the band members' names — the GazettE got the party started! On the large screens, even those sitting far away from the stage could see each member’s close up. During the full course of “Akai One Piece,” Aoi and Uruha ran across the stage to each other’s opposite positions and onto the extended catwalks, prompting the audience to roar with excitement. Even as Kai did the backing vocals for “Psychedelic Heroine,” never once did his energy falter on the drums. Similarly, Reita showed impressive enthusiasm as he jammed the bass solo in “SHIVER.” The stage then literally burst into flames as Ruki sang “Ganges Ni Akai Bara” with great intensity.

The pace slowed down when recorded orchestral music to their latest single "PLEDGE" played. The audience looked on in silent attention as a glitter ball reflected serene turquoise lights, bringing a beautifully calm atmosphere, which then transitioned to the slightly more provocative visuals to “Bath Room.” More stunning laser visuals were shown in the dark venue throughout the “DIM SCENE” performance.

Picking up the speed once again, the GazettE continued to entertain the fans with “HEADACHE MAN, VERMIN” and “HESITATING MEANS DEATH,” before serving head bang classic favorites “COCKROACH,” “Discharge,” and, of course, “Filth in the Beauty” to end the show.

The audience, however, was not ready to let them rest as they cried out for an encore with united persistent stamina, getting louder and louder as the clock ticked away. Finally, Reita and Kai appeared on the stage once more, playing “Ride with the Rockers.” Soon, they were joined by the rest of the group, all of whom took center stage to play “Nausea and Shudder” and “SWALLOWTAIL ON THE DEATH VALLEY.” After Ruki’s MC, the fans were just as energetic doing the same various hand gestures, claps and head bangs to “Ruder,” “Kantou Dogeza Kumiai,” and “LINDA Candydive Pinky Heaven.”

Once again, after the members left the stage and sounds of taped music played, more screams of encore echoed the Dome. It did not take long to convince the band to come back and take to the stage once more with “Kare Uta” and “Miseinen” as the finale.

As the piano version of “PLEDGE” thrust our ears, taking to center stage once again for a group hug and final bow, clear emotional expressions were seen on each and every one of the members’ faces. A sense of achievement and a life long dream, if there is one accomplishment that proves that the GazettE has made it big, THE NAMELESS LIBERTY live at Tokyo Dome is it.

~report from Visual Rock official website ~

Back to College

2011-02-07T06:46:00.000-08:00

My Holiday is er....not very fantastic anyway, just feel that I'm lack of holidays =X
Got a bit annoyed before I sleep *some unknown* text message on my phone. This few days seriously I think am having a spine split or something like that.

Back to college, things were normal, until Food Safety last minute presentation and ingredients order last minute for Kitchen class. Nothing much as usual things were always last minutes. Went back to house immediately couldn't stand and drop to bed till I woke up late evening and ready for dinner. People were suggesting things for me kinda complicated why so argh! People think that I'm a millionair suggest this and that like doesn't need money to pay =__= all the things I ask doesn't help sigh. I think I really need to do something special thanks mom ~ Today I gotta feeling there's something not right and *swt* I got so worried each time on my book whole day studying keep on looking at my handphone for any messages from dear. I don't wanna say more ~ I pray and hope everything goes smoothly for my dear throughout her work till she stop =)

*midterm exams ~ 8th Feb ~ Nutrition and Menu Planning
9th Feb ~ Marketing (FUCK) zzz

F U C K ~ Fokus Untuk Capai Kejayaan!!! =X

celebrated late uh

2011-02-06T04:24:00.000-08:00

I didn't touch blog for few days cause there is nothing for me to blog since I was rotting in the house during the first few days of CNY. Well, yesterday my Uncle and Aunt came down to my house for 3 days 2 nights, started yesterday late evening to be kinda busy picking up them from Subang Airport. Back home around 8? due to traffic jam and the sudden terrible storm weather. Simple dinner cooked by grandma. Got a bit annoyed where my condo got 3 rooms ~ prayer room occupied by dad , master bedroom by uncle and aunt, my room by grandma...me? toilet? jk...sofa at living room -,- zzz

The next morning, I woke up kansai cb pain my spine, my neck twist sikit wan die @#$%^&*...whole day till now. Random awake due to not proper sleeping style pain sial on sofa sleep 2.30am woke up than 4am again awake zz random some sort of called "SLEEPING PANIC DISORDER" nah I name this disease by myself =P
anyway this year ang pau...is all foreign currency besides from my dad and grandma...is in Sing and Aussie dollar. Walao this year all foreign currency @__@ this late afternoon went to MidValley again for the second time this week with family. Boring hell worst shopping ever. First went walk walk clock shop, than, walk around Jusco my aunt saw one of the camera and wanted to compare the prices between Metrojaya and Carefour. =,= what the hell on earth you tell me got what difference lei? walao walk till I want die lei. Melampau than still can watch those things like refrigerator, plants, furniture, bed, omg I really want to bomb this MV already. after 4 hours of walk time to chill with Ice Cream ~ wild cheesecake and Tiramisu. Not long later, we hunt for early dinner. Hunt for dinner also need one hour hunt meh. I really macam want to take the knife stab into my chest already. In the end the food destination, Kim Gary. O g e i. Had Unagi Seafood

Unagi, small squid ring, scallop, tako, oyster lol

Anyway I just feel like kinda regretted bout this outing instead of going out following my dear to time square but my dad zzz if not kena sound loudspeaker zzz. *Headache* well, valentine's is coming and this is my first time celebrating Valentine in my entire life O___O!!! I seriously got no idea which is falls on 14th Feb aka Monday. There is so high chance that I'm gonna ponteng class for that.Well, my mind is totally freaking blank for that day OMG while my dear side pulak she need to squeeze her brain for what to buy for me, and er...actually no need buy ler...cause I'm kinda simple outgoing person XD at most also anything will do =P love you my sweetheart >.

cny~ as usual?

2011-02-02T23:21:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was OMG, me and my dad went to bank at KL and had lunch at Pavilion. Had a private chat on some sensitive issue and been so called "interrogate" from my dad asking me such question and SWT! This kind of question is much far worst than my finals exam damn. Anyway got back home in the evening had a headache and knock out on the bed~

Yawn nothing much as usual receive ang pau kinda late =X anyway no complains haha, seinz like hell till omg. If not I won't be blogging right? LoL anyway I manage to download and join 15 parts of 95mb files to become around 1.37GB of Maximum Royal Disorder 2005 video and found out some of their old songs kinda nice thou XD

Well, I'm kinda bored rotting in house till Monday back to college haha. It seems this CNY kinda quiet, don't hear any drums or lion dance nearby except firecrackers =X I am playing Goblin Techies in Dota as a BoM to replace firecrackers in the game for CNY ~ ~

Favourite songs from M.R.D. 2005 Final

Hana Kotoba

SxDxR

damn how come Kai's voice so funny and cute geh?!

Reila

Okay this is emo sikit =X

Zakuraguto no Yuutsu

Single 2005

Saraba

Love the ending part

Shunsetsu no koro

This one not bad also

Miseinen

Obviously always the last ending song of every concert

Today nothing much, just waiting for my uncle and aunt from Singapore to come down to my house on Sat till Monday yawn seinz zzz ~ ~ ~ la la la

Happy Birthday Ruki~

2011-01-31T19:40:00.000-08:00

Ruki aka Vocal's GazettE birthday today~ wishing him a great Happy Birthday XD go do more tour around the world at least please come to Singapore is already good enough =X don't come to Malaysia =X just like X Japan or Miyavi they are doing World Tour for 2011 ~ Miyavi is now in US doing Tour around the World ~ I know that GazettE made a tour in Europe, Germany, England, Ireland and etc, didn't attract much fans during 2008 but I think for now they are quite popular among the other Visual Kei band. They should attempt another world tour I guess =X

Well, Happy Birthday Ruki~ 2004 look changes till 2010
from lala to not so lala LoL

First look of 2004 alamak *faint*

his hair and his lipstick ==!

Reila ~ 2005~

That's better lol

Nameless Liberty Six Guns Final ~ 2006~

Hyena ~ 2007 ~

Distress and Coma ~ 2008 ~

Invisible Wall ~ 2009 ~

Red ~ 2010 ~

This few days nothing much, just rot at home, dreaming bout my dear only all the time. Boring holidays yawn. Hope she get to sleep well since her neighbor so noisy in the middle of the night and the weather was so cold. Sleep well dear >.

~ Screw ~ Magazine Shoxx 217

2011-01-31T04:38:00.000-08:00

Updates more on Screw, I think I'm quite outdated due to assignments haha. Anyways new single is coming out "DEEP SIX" which is gonna be as same as GazettE Tokyo Dome DVD the same timing 23rd March RAWRS.

~ Screw ~

Some random pictures of GazettE performing at Tokyo Dome from the Magazine SHOXX Volume 217

Vocal : Ruki

Guitar: Uruha

Guitar: Aoi

Bass: Reita

Drum: Kai

This two days in Malaysia, the weather is so cold and freaking nice especially sleeping at the same time save electric bill from using fan or air cond XD anyway here starts my holiday till Sunday doesn't mean I'm gonna slack at house. My brain still keep on moving on academics when back to college, mid term starts hoho. Now this holiday currently downloading M.R.D. 2005 GazettE live final with 15 parts and I have to combine all parts to form 1.5GB via HJ Split. *Headache* rawrs right now got the movie "Green Hornet" from Ben which he just finish downloaded this morning and I took it from him XD gotta watch anytime soon keke "Black Swan" I also wanna watch hmm. Probably with my dear on Valentine's day? XD haha think bout it later hehe

Don't forget Ruki's birthday is tomorrow!!! XD =X =X =X

Evolution of Kai aka GazettE Drummer

2011-01-29T06:41:00.000-08:00

Some random look that Kai's look year by year XD I just a fan of him best drummer ever!

Zakuraguttu no Yutso ~ 2005 ~

Silly God Disco ~ 2006~

I really want this hairstyle!

Hyena ~ 2007 ~

Guren ~ 2008 ~

Before I Decay ~ 2009 ~

Red ~ 2010 ~

okay this is one of my favourite picture lately

(He looks emo I love his look his hairstyle also)

Let us rest for a week at least hmm since everybody is super busy during CNY. Today's kitchen class as usual Indian dishes, as I don't really like cooking -,- just have to tolerate 1 month + more than kitchen class is finish yes! Damn I didn't realize yesterday, today and tomorrow is a PC Fair, and I wanna get external Hard disk to do backup information on my laptop, and M2 Memory Card 8GB for my N82 phone which is insufficient memory for songs. Anyway put that asides because I'm lack of money now. Not as important thou. I wanna keep my hair long but stupid one of the CEO faculty few days back warn me to cut my hair, but do I look like I care? Well, I'm just gonna trim a bit since Mr. Desmond is not around. If he's here pray for it la than. Stupid college got grooming standard effking grr. This evening, just look through an article in the net. Comparing through my research,

Acer

Acer laptops series ~ Not so clear lol =X

Good laptops of Acer price range ~ RM 1,999 - RM 2,888

Advantage

- Price cheap

-In certain extend wise performance good speed boost of processor

-One of the lightest laptop

-Started with the shortcut button

Disadvantage

-Heated up easily not more than 20 minutes (I could feel the hot hair blowing from my friend's Acer laptop sitting behind me)

-Many users said doesn't last long via my survey

Sony Vaio

Many series for those Stamina, Performance, Speed boost, Casual, Light/Slim and etc

Good laptops of Vaio price range ~ RM 2,800 - RM 8,000

Advantage

-Quality long lasting

-Good warranty

-Exclusive shortcut button

-Best keyboard button

-Performance wise moderate

-Will not overheated (feel warm if on 24hours) (what's the point if you switch on 24 hours besides downloading? the exe.plor usage keep on increasing as the time of use increases, thus the ram usage increases lower down the performance as you use it longer)

-Good design

Disadvantage

-Price too way expensive (Doesn't worth/value the money) (which idiot gonna buy this lappy unless you are effking rich)

HP Pavilion/Compaq

Both of this HP and Compaq are sharing the same company

Good laptop price range ~ RM 2,500 - RM 4,000

Advantage

-Best sound system with good speakers in built

-Moderate price and performance

Disadvantage

- Skin of the laptop easy to be scratch

-Nothing much special overall is moderate

Dell

let's starts off with the laptop I'm using now:

Dell Studio 15

Price range ~ RM 2,999 - RM 3,999

Advantage

- Affordable price (What you paid is what you get)

-Air cooler system with double fan (tried 3 weeks on 24hours no burn) lol

-Good ventilation of air avoiding from overheating (place bottom horizontal)

-After 3 hours + starts to feel the warm

-Studio series is a multitasking laptop (music, msn, Internet explorer with multi tab, video, some file folder on, and one high graphic game is on) that's the maximum moderate performance can be use. For further it still can be use but it might overuse the performance so as well is to stay as low as the usage) not bad at all

-15 inch wide screen (good enough)

-Auto turbo boost since now all the Studio series is using I-series processor

-Nice skin (can be change design)

-Anti scratch on the surface

-Good warranty and helpful online service updating and upgrades)

Disadvantage

-Kinda heavy =X unless using 14 series

-The F button have shortcuts key but doesn't work when you wanna use the original F shortcut keys unless you change them and set it.

Alienware Dell

Price range ~ RM 3,000 - RM 7,000 For hardcore game advance ~ RM 4,600 - RM 12,000

You don't have to say anything, just look at the picture how gay it is. Yes the gayest laptop on this planet. High performance what shit you wanna play what shit you wanna on also it works well. Fucking 3D high definition game multitasking with multicore/hardcore GAY KING!!! Design is fucking gay various lining colour way better shortcut keys overclocking laptops!

Disadvantage

-Some people thinks is kinda super expensive but wait a minute have you ever compare it with Sony Vaio?

it's way far better than Sony. Trust me for those thinks Sony is good well because you are buying that damn name "SONY".

Toshiba

Price range ~ RM 2,800 - RM 4,200

Try get the satellite series among the rest

Advantage

-A bit better than HP/Compaq and slightly better than Acer

-almost as good as Dell

-Good performance

Disadvantage

-unknown lol =X

Apple Macbook

Well I not so sure so this is what my friend using says~

Price range ~ good ones ~ RM 3,300 - RM 7,000 and above

Advantage

-If you get used to the software is kinda different compare to normal windows users unique

-Various shortcut for example objectdock and dragging stuff

-Uses lots of tab can be easily manage

-Msn totally different

-Auto update and goes well with Iphone, Ipod and any Apple branded stuff.

-Using quality ram even with just 1GB ram

-Overall everything is totally different and I myself don't even know how to use LOL

Disadvantage

-Not all software compatible with other common software

-Not commonly use to the world not as recognize as Windows operating system

Well, for those who wanna buy new laptops think carefully all those is only the specs not the performance yet inside I mean CPU, RAM

so choose carefully for those now teenagers suits more to multitasking

good processor I recommend ~ Core i3, Core i5 , Core i7 with good clocking speed range (2.4Ghz-2.7Ghz)

Good Ram ~ range 3GB till 6GB ~ recommended ~ 4GB

Good Brand Graphic Card ~ ATI Radeon & NVIDIA ~ at least 1GB

HDD? is up to you how much space you want to have in your laptop

*so please REMEMBER Operating System* for those who are buying 32-bit or 64-bit...let me tell you

32-bit-maximum ram usage 3GB

64-bit maximum ram usage unlimited

so please IF YOU BUYING A LAPTOP for those who are using 3GB or more and is using windows 7 32-bit it only maximize usage till 3GB thats all. I LMAO when I saw most of my friend having more bigger 3GB ram and is using OS-32bit lols

thats all for here I will stop =X

Got on my nerves zzz

2011-01-28T05:16:00.000-08:00

My dad is pissing me off. I'm so damn stress from assignments, stress, back from college, housework so more is dou dou lan yea go complain complain nag nag nag. Worst thing is my room is occupied by my grandma. So basically is like I have to go in my room quietly not to disturb my grandma sleeping. Furthermore, I couldn't use my hairdryer bising bising FUCK la zzz. Sleep also have to sleep outside living room sofa babi betul. Mau main laptop also have to sit on sofa damn fucking not comfortable where I used to online in my room on my bed lying down. Song also cannot switch on via speaker zz so use earphone. Today night also my dad bising bising ask me why this no clean no wipe why got stain, boy you know CNY coming cant clean here and there zzz FUCK YOU la zzz -,- my assignment also tak habis you want me to die? You think I robot ar? zz Padahal pulak dia sendiri tau bising bising at least help up also la jeeeezzz. Just pain on my neck. I need a rest damn it...sometimes also can't blame my mom not here to do housework instead of me zzz dah la tengah bengang. Well, this coming CNY almost half of the family is coming up and banyak mafan sial. I don't really care bout ang pau now, I don't freaking care about how much money I got, is about oh please GIVE ME A BREAK!!! for once at least I'm not a slave in the house, my backbone starts to feel all the time. Yes I'm angry but I don't wanna show just soh soh like idiot sitting down keeping quiet only zzz grandma here I don't wanna argue with dad again and I had enough and tired of arguing with him. No point, where I am still depending on him to live for the time been...gosh...
I want a hug =( sobs <3 dear....T.T

Found a review report bout Luna Sea and GazettE live at Tokyo Dome ~
I think 7.50 starting GazettE..part of the video Tokyo Dome ~ Red, Shiver, Pledge and Hyena lol
This is the part where get to see Gaze perform at Tokyo Dome ~

Rate of GazettE Singles

2011-01-27T07:51:00.000-08:00

I got bored and come to think of rating all their singles on my head now lol...rating scale 1 to 10

“Wakaremichi” (April 30, 2002) ~ 5/10 ~
“Kichiku Kyoushi (August 30, 2002) ~ Fail ~
“Gozen 0-ji no Trauma Radio” (November 1, 2003) ~ 2/10 ~
“Zakurogata no Yuuutsu” (July 28, 2004) ~ 7/10 ~
“Zetsu” (July 28, 2004) ~ 5/10 ~
“Miseinen” (July 28, 2004) ~ 9/10 ~
“Dainippon Itangeishateki…” (July 28, 2004) ~ Fail ~
“Reila” (March 9, 2005) ~ 6/10 ~
“Cassis” (December 7, 2005) ~ 10/10 ~
“Regret” (October 25, 2006) ~ 7/10 ~
“Filth in the Beauty” (November 1, 2006) ~ 10/10 ~
“Hyena” (February 7, 2007) ~ 8.5/10 ~
“Guren” (February 13, 2008) ~ 10/10 ~
“Leech” (November 12, 2008) ~ 7/10 ~
“Distress and Coma” (March 25, 2009) ~ 10/10 ~
“Before I Decay” (October 7, 2009) ~ 8/10 ~
“SHIVER” (July 21, 2010) ~ 9/10 ~
“Red” (September 22, 2010) ~ 9/10 ~
“PLEDGE” (December 15, 2010) ~10/10 ~

LoL really was bored, anyway 3 more days of classes, couldn't wait for my this damn body to rest on my bed. I didn't bother much bout CNY =) and now my mind is blank I really don't know what to write. I guess I put a fullstop here? haha

GazettE new wallpaper black and white picture =D

Aoi, Reita, Ruki, Kai, Uruha

and Alice Nine new album aka Gemini is coming out in exactly 2 more weeks!!! urgg urgg and their new look effing awesome ~

Tora, Saga, Shou, Nao, Hiroto

*alright back to me*

my grandma arrive at my house I....damn speechless...ok I'm dead tired need to sleep ...got kitchen class...thats sucks....nitex people~

Oricon Weekly Single 2011 Top 20

2011-01-26T07:54:00.000-08:00

Recently found this link where's the top 20 singles

Tracklist :

03 – 09 January 2011

01. Kana Uemura – Toire no Kamisama
02. AKB48 – Heavy Rotation
03. AKB48 – Chance no Junban
04. AKB48 – Beginner
05. Kobukuro – Ryusei
06. AKB48 – Ponytail to Shushu
07. EXILE – I Wish For You
08. Girls’ Generation – Gee
09. SKE48 – 1!2!3!4!Yoroshiku
10. Hey! Say! JUMP – Arigato ~sekai no doko ni itemo~
11. Ikimono-gakari – Arigatou
12. Miyuki Kawanaka – Nagasaki No Ame
13. Arashi – Hatenai Sora
14. C.N. Blue – Try Again, Smile Again
15. Girls’ Generation – GENIE
16. Kara – Mister
17. JUJU – Kono yoru wo Tomete yo
18. Fuyumi SakamotoMata Kimi ni Koishiteru
19. Ryuko Mizuta – Kiri no Dosansen
20. Dream5 – Koi no Dial 6700

3th - 9th Jan 2011 Download

10 – 16 January 2011

01. Radwimps – DADA NEW
02. Kana Uemura – Toire no Kamisama
03. SuG – Crazy Bunny Coaster NEW
04. Shonan no Kaze – Bakuon otoko ~BOMBERMAN~ NEW
05. AKB48 – Heavy Rotation
06. AKB48 – Beginner
07. NICO Touches the Walls – Diver
08. AKB48 – Chance no Junban NEW
09. AKB48 – Ponytail to Shushu
10. Girls’ Generation – Gee
11. Kobukuro – Ryusei
12. C.N. Blue – Try Again, Smile Again
13. EXILE – I Wish For You
14. Miyuki Kawanaka – Nagasaki No Ame
15. Ikimono-gakari – Arigatou
16. Plenty – Hito Tono Kyori No Hakarikata NEW
17. SKE48 – 1!2!3!4!Yoroshiku
18. Kara – Mister
19. Miko Takegawa – Nani Wa Koibito Jou NEW
20. Yusuke Hashiri – Onna No Yuki NEW

10th - 16th Jan 2011 Download

Songs were not bad at all. Just want to share those singles.

Well, today nothing much still having a bad flu. Lips are dried like dried fruits, throat pain dry. I drank tons gallons of water, still @@ new batch of dip1/11 came today. I feel so damn reluctant to welcome them cause I don't give a damn lol. Anyway my class went smooth with some typical error on presentation and slide. Shame zz I'm lacking of sleep due to 6 days of classes per week. Chef Collin is leaving soon end of Feb thus, squeezing all his class into one goal. So yeah, so when March starts, Friday no class till end of semester 4 which is around April? XD wheeee~ the best thing is Friday which is on weekdays I can take my dear out XD lalala ~ ~ ~

Yesterday I found this cool wallpaper GazettE Tokyo Dome just an edit an join all of them the dark and the bright side XD

random day before CNY

2011-01-25T07:16:00.000-08:00

Shopping before CNY cool there's some cheap clothing selling at Hotel Sri Petaling not sure called what hall but is the most behind near the Mobil and Shell petrol station. Bought some B.U.M and Diesel cloths which are 70% discount. Real cheap price. That was yesterday...

For today went to college 9.30am realizing nobody at class =,= and sms-ed Ben where the hell is the class. Replied: Class 12.30pm -,-! No one told me bout that and he said he announce in class yesterday already where I attend for class geng mou? Whatever lucky brought my laptop playing around edit my slide. 9.40am around there Kuan Kiat came too class also asking me where the hell is the class? -,- u asking me the wrong person where I'm at the same shoe as yours. Anyway got slight fever, my nose argh blocks and my neck feel like breaking due to wrong position of sleeping. Couldn't concentrate in class feel like fainting. Went back home dead drop on bed and here I am 10pm awake again. I'm fucking worried our class there will be someone will be elected for student ambassador aka head student tomorrow for the whole college. I have a really bad feeling bout it. Some idiot seniors scare me saying that "hey you I see got high potential huh" -,- WTF is that suppose to be? Well I just hope that is not me and yeah do I look like I care bout that damn college? What I want is just get the damn cert and run from there -,- zzz. One thing that annoyed me, my laptop battery is weaker and weaker until it only last 25minutes the most when is fully charge compare to last year branded new it could last up to 2 hours maximum. Now is like damn. When I check out the online price it's selling RM350 WTH! Fine forget it use AC line than instead of battery, Cause overuse my battery until want to die gua XD

Linkin Park I'm so addicted to it again oh no =X I think for the moment gua since only three songs that interest me on...

Waiting For The End

(one of the best in the latest album)

Burning In The Skies

Iridescent

My love~

2011-01-24T05:17:00.000-08:00

=) my first date with my sweetheart. The first thing I saw her I went catch her up and poke her behind XD anyway she looks pretty much different since I saw her 2 years back =) banyak slim down and her skin is fairer than mine?! I suppose to have one of the fairest skin among than other girls?! walao I so speechless anyway she's good...I mean yea pretty good...I'm not regret that she's my gf and a good choice. She's well adapt to anything simple and anything goes. I felt so relief and more to in love with her.

For the first moment I felt kind of awkward but I push myself to adapt to it and the longer the time taken I got myself more comfort and confident with her. I just can't stop starring at her big goldfish eyes omg =X *walk walk walk* went for a movie "The Tourist" I'm glad she enjoyed the show she laugh, smile =) had Marrybrown for lunch...sucky fast food lol =X I guess that shouldn't be a problem. When about to go back..fuck sudden rain -,- one in a million times sweat! I got total wet, my hair rosak zz, so damn paiseh don't know how to see my dear already, I become so "aiyo". Regretted that I didn't bring my sweater. Anyway this date I made it simple, sorry dear I didn't make it so special as what I though, next time will make it more interesting XD love ya ~ muacks

I gave up waiting for Tokyo Dome, happen to pass by =,= wth? Since I'm a Linkin Park fan and their new album A Thousand Suns release around early September 2010...and I just knew it -,- Catalyst sounds cool certain part ONLY. As most of their song not as good compare to the previous album Minutes to Midnight, Meteora and Hybrid Theory. A Thousand Suns refers to most of their songs which are softly sang mild rock no screaming except "Blackout" gorgeous love Chester scream! His scream owns most of Rock songs in the world if in the Rock band in my list Linkin Park screaming owns...for headbanging GazettE.

ALBUM DOWNLOAD

Download the whole album and enjoy~ Waiting for The End is one of the best song in this album =)

so it's like that la?

2011-01-21T03:54:00.000-08:00

So for the whole time is like that la? well, I'm fine with it, the longer it take the longer it gonna drag.I'm pretty confuse where things were not to my senses and I'm a bit of disappointed. This old damn feeling is falling apart to me again. What is that? but I have experience throughout my life, yes I have improved to a certain extend and prepared for the worst. I never expect any thing in return, I just want to strengthen and maintain it. Seriously I hope it is not the same as the previous one please, my choice please I beg from my blood on soul because I felt something special within it. As, I know I'm really tired of those nonsense already..oh please hopefully a miracle happen...where's the medicine?

I having a double ulcer on my left mouth as big as 10 cent coin. FUCK!!! well, I skipped my dinner yesterday for the sake of the damn pain and even drinking water gosh. My lips are drying. Ate lasagna on my kitchen class but...fuck tomato sauce. Skipping dinner tonight until this ulcer disappear. Like I care bout my diet...duh...who care's anyway? The more kitchen class I had...the more I hate it...seriously cooking is not my type...accidentally cut my ...I mean slice the skin of my finger...not my whole finger z...I'm not paying attention...something really bothering me sigh. How la...

I'm not doing very well this few days as I keep on worry bout my dear that she is kinda stress that I do not want to disturb much. Eventhough I tried to...I don't think I could do much bout it...times were on and off couldn't sleep, sudden wake up in the middle of the night, bad dreams, what were all this? Plus I felt so left out. Around the corner some alarm warning me in my heart that I should do something, I still couldn't figure it out. Yes, things in college is getting better for me, but something major is not really right. I dare not say anything...hopefully I wish my dear good luck with all my soul in your undang. Sure you will pass <3 Gambateh~

Some advice were just appear in my head to be patients, things were not go through well on what you dream of..but you really need to be patient....time will tell the result, fine I will go with the flow and see what's next, I will do whatever I have to do with my heart and soul to go through with it.

Mothafucker! gosh zzz

2011-01-20T00:04:00.000-08:00

FUCK WHAT THE HELL ON EARTH IS THIS?!!!
WHO THE HECK IS THIS UGLY GIRL SENDING ME THIS MSG?!!!
MOTHER CB GO TO HELL LA zzz dah la my mood not good somemore what fucking message is this =,=
ishk if I see her in the street I will fix her up till she dead zzz

Dear I need u.... =( have been missing....

emo

2011-01-19T06:57:00.000-08:00

Today emo already. My heart so heavy that I couldn't stay awake. First thing told my dad I'm not going out with friends last minute instead of going out tomorrow. Starting old man nagging and lecture "why ar you must tell me last minute, what happen if got family plan, bla bla bla, what if i leave u alone than how ? bla bla popek popek popek" zzz" damn =,=

Second thing can't go out with GF since kena curfew by parents. Third things I wasted my whole day tomorrow zzz diao, plus suppose my friend ajak me go out yum cha, I rejected first priority is my GF, plus part time job tomorrow at Mid Valley GSC rm60 but didn't go ended up all nothing for tomorrow. Resulting still the same rotting at house again.

Well mood not really got smooth as some of the people knows that yesterday I screw someone's ass up till he cry in the toilet yesterday. This is my first time I screw someone badly till he don't even know where to put his face. Felt satisfy screwing him up at least he get his lesson, still no difference. No point talking to a dog. As yeah whole class, I mean 80% of the class hate him..

Sometimes I regret who am I to be...I'm not that kind of perfect guy where what girls always need...I just hate the way I am sometimes...things tend to be so emotional....my hidden cold as an ice somtimes on and off.....I had no direction...someone please hold my hand and lead me the road...I just realize somehow that I'm lost....who I can only depend in my life now is my dad...he is the only one who is there to keep my life goes on....without him I am doom. Yes, seriously doom and ended up with no parents..consider myself lucky that he is still there for me...

Alice Nine Gemini 0 Eternal PV

I guess thats the end of my stories now~ mood not really good ~ one thing and some voices in my head...bertabah hati =) ~ started to feel a bit emo zzz nitez...
<3 dear~~~

Phew~

2011-01-15T06:54:00.000-08:00

Thursday, Friday and Saturday (half day) is a hell of it. Thursday stress out doing kitchen main course report. The worst part is I have to pass up my Industry Placement report on Friday before 6pm. This is my worst nightmare and I didn't sleep the whole night until Friday 7.30am and woke up 8am rush to college for kitchen class. OMG I feel so dizzy walking out from my house. Fall asleep at LRT deadly walking out to college like zombie. Head spinning, done pass up my report, than to kitchen class.

Fine, done in time with that but resulting one of our best dish. Thanks to my team Zhi Sung, Ching Mun and Jake. We did kind of unorganized and mess up but we did it the faster compare to other group. Guess what...is Chicken Cordon Bleu. Damn was F***ing awesome looking the cheese melted inside, finally think of a way to put that damn turkey ham and slice cheese inside and had a tough stress folding the chicken in. The side dishes sucks salad no sauce and potato jacket. As long the main chicken is awesome...*noted**I'm still noob in cooking* but just proud bout that damn chicken XD

Chicken Cordon Bleu

Than Friday damn, resiting my Beverage finals. This is not a good day all in one cramp in. Feel like 13 of us suiciding for the paper. With all plan where to sit, we do back our old same style =X well well well not only that we got backup system by someone who is in charge XD well good this is amazing man~ I have the confident guarantee pass. The moment I walk out from the classroom, I said OMG this is sooooo damn good. Come to think of it, 2 more easier paper to go which are Kitchen and Business Communication =x

O yes this Thursday is a Public Holiday, yes yes yes planning to take my dear out for a date XDDD I missssssssssssssssssss her sooooooooooo much >.<

here comes the stress point~

2011-01-12T05:46:00.000-08:00

Things need to do this and next week:

Nutrients and Menu Planning ~ Complete

Industrial Placement Report~Dead end this Friday~ 65% complete

CDP~ sketch main course presentation ~ time planning ~ ingredients order ~ wth (why I must be CDP at this fucking wrong timing where I'm insufficient time!) ~ Dead end Friday ~ 45% complete

Beverage Resit Exam~ Not even touch since last week ~ Where the hell am I finding the time to revise this subject where I'm taking my resit this Sat?! Fucking College so many lame events going on which doesn't benefit me at all

I tengah stress up this few days until I have the confirmation and confidence saying "Yes I know Beverage is easy and sure pass" than one down phew release a bit...now is so tense up at this short period of time I have to do my old way to go through it~ Gambateh for the 70% of the class resiting the same paper as me!!!

One of the days before CNY I will kidnap my dear for an outing XD lalala

keeeeeyaaaaaaarrrrrrggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhh *slam* *BANG*!!!

Zombie of the day

2011-01-11T07:10:00.000-08:00

Today I woke up 5.00am -,- insufficient sleep zzz everything was doing fine till I slept in LRT and almost miss and pass by Titiwangsa station. "Tut tut tut" sound closing door I woke up and ran out. Reach at college in time almost all the doors were lock. Saw 60% of my classmates at student lounge. All were zombie, dying face, same goes to me. Damn, how I wish to be like others purposely came late to college 8.00am.

So, I was in charge in PA system, setting up the projector, speaker and prepare the slide and video for Michelle, Kar Tee and Venus for their presentation to the Seiko lecturers. Besides, those small things, berlebih lebih pulak this Debby called me go and set up the layout of the student lounge so that they can do the presentation. Dead duck walking like a zombie, dragging all the furnitures and just push to all one corner of the store. After everything done setting up, realizing my neck and my forehead start to heated up. My hand is freezing.Wearing my mask not showing how much pain on my backbone again during heir presentation sitting down, pressing the slide for them. Finish around 10am throw all the stuff back to the faculty office drop dead on the table in my class n slept till 12.30pm skipping my lunch. When I woke up, went to toilet realizing my eyes are burning red hot! walao!

Ignoring this lecturer teaching basic nutrients, like I never study before zz playing my laptop, Facebooking, msn with my dear, yeah my dear keeping me awake from sleeping in front of the lecturer =X class ended around more than 3.30pm. Betahan force to go back and skip IELTS class. Again slept in LRT back home. Came back like dog tired slept till dead and woke up wow! And here I am =)

Miyavi's new PV What's My Name?

Guitar played yeng dao stylish sial but...voice screaming speechless...

Time is there but wasted

2011-01-09T23:51:00.000-08:00

Come to think of it, last minutes things ends up a zero result. Yesterday half way having dinner at KFC, receive a message from Ben saying that Food Safety class cancel, oh well so BM class still on. Kinda waste of time up and down just for 2 hours class? plus travelling time 3 hours plus. Between 2.30pm till 5.30? well, still got to go.

So today had lunch nearby the Store. Came back online a while, receive a call from Kuan Kiat, he asked me "are you going for class?" I say er should be yea?? whasup? He pointed out that not many people is attending to BM class is like 8 or 9 people (=__=)! Since whole day no class zzz than someone msn me, asking me going or not, realizing that why 6 people arrive at college so early OMG jump out straight rush to college, obviously I will be late for 30 minutes to class =X than half way in the train, Sg Besi station, Bao Jie sms me saying that the class will be going on for around one hour. =,= so basically i calculate will be late 30 minutes and 30 minutes of class? Doesn't make sense right? Decided to stop at Bdr Tasik Selatan and turn around back to home zzz geram!!!

Ignore that part than. Let's say yesterday night I saw OMG the lighting in front of Carefour OMFG! Beautiful sial!!! Bluish mixture with White and Yellow olala

Carefour finally after for 10 years shopping from you, I'm so proud of your decorative lamps but still its SUCKS XDDD

I'm waiting for Tokyo Dome GazettE one of the biggest concert they ever had, I mean their video!!! Heard that new Single for GazettE is coming out this year March and looks what's new~ Alice Nine new album coming out around the corner 9th of February!!!

GIMINI album Preview

High Quality Pledge~

2011-01-09T01:52:00.001-08:00

Well today went to mom's house near Sri Rampai Putra Lrt slacking around, spend some time. Had lunch at the Popeye fast food, Wangsa Walk Mall. Help mom get some groceries at Carefour, Wangsa Maju. Came back home around 5.00pm. OMG the journey is like from Bkt Jalil Lrt to Masjid Jamek change to Putra lrt down to Sri Rampai 1 hour journey LOL =X

This song keep stuck in my head, I would like to share this song to everyone. This song shoot up to the top of Oricon Chart which is GazettE new Single release 15.12.2010 Pledge. Here's the download link high quality 320kbps rip from CD original:

TRACKLIST:
01:PLEDGE
02:THE TRUE MURDEROUS INTENT
03:VOICELESS FEAR
DOWNLOAD

~My dear don't feel bored ya listening to undang =X eeeeeeeekkk!!! XDDD

now I really need to get this slide, assignment and presentation to get ready and have to be done by tonight!!! chaoz~

Dead Blog or what?!

2011-01-08T04:47:00.000-08:00

hmm...my hand just itchy to write. Yes is so itchy! Well, times passes I think almost one year I have not touch my own blog~ welcome back Wisely =X

one main reason that my blog was dead is because I have nothing to blog and my life all the time since almost 2 years back I broke with her was just plain bored. I have been stuck in my house without caring anyone, doing my own things, housework, college stuff and sleep. Exactly a loner all the while. Heartless promise myself to be single for a very long time. I have delayed some response for those who propose that to me. Ended up a no to almost everyone. Yes, I said "no". I see sadness, despair, tears from their eyes and I doesn't care much. In a broken family what else am I capable to do? Even I couldn't handle myself proper.

Didn't realize for the pass 2 or 3 years, someone I don't even exactly realize. Yes how can I be so stupid, down there on the road I remembered one of my ah mui told me that she used to like me, so I doubt that she went for other guys. That was like er...2 years back? yea, my life was bored came out with all her funky and annoying message but with a smile on my face, I just don't know how to explain.

All came to i..GazettE?! yeah I listen to their songs since I was form 4. OMG look at their freaking hair at Nameless Liberty Six Guns 2006!!! I want that hairstyle! First song I have heard Miseinen~ Gorges!!! note "Im aint gay" but seriously followed by Cassis, Filth In The Beauty. No long later I found out that Wai Kit also likes Gaze followed by my now little dear <3 well all this things also related and we shared links spamming all over my dear's Facebook's wall. More or less our interest are the same ~ years come by~ I used to like her temporary cause she's not bad cute thou =D but in a earlier stage, we seldom talk, so to think bout it. Is impossible. So went on with my lonely life. To a certain extend, all we have started with a sms if I not mistaken, she ask me am I playing maple? LOL!

years pass by up to 2011 a new year, I ended up in a relation with her. A big smile on my face. Oh gosh I'm blushing! New year~ New Sweetheart =D ...

Days passing by after we discuss bout it, my heart from heartless has gone soft. She has melted my ice. Once the status change...seriously speaking OMG! Why so big big big reaction?! Unstoppable msn and comment on my status changes, until I don't know how to answer them. Times for now I misses her all the while, keep thinking bout her. Dreaming and planning when can we go out for a date or something~ no matter how long I will wait =)

After all this happen~ the moment I open my laptop~ first thing msn check my dear online or not? Than straight to stalk her profile on the go! =D her blog >.< omg! ~~~

What I scare is my situation is so terrible that I scare I made mistakes that I will make her sad. But still I have to try this time and I will do with all my best, what am I capable to make her comfort. Good or bad we have to go through with this and I pray that yes we will make it please please I'm already tired and there she is! She's mine!!!

Today opps I ponteng edu fair since I'm so sick of the "school" well went out with mom to one utama. Went on for the kill of food at Shogun buffet! Hantam Hantam all the oyster, salmon, sashimi, jelly fish, soft shell crab and whatsoever "too many to list down" lol. By the way knowing that she's sick! I got so worried but heard that she's doing fine~ sleep well and drinks lot of water ya =x

my mind now is thinking ~ my dear, GazettE ~ resit paper ~ assignment ~ lol can't believe I put assignment last pulak =X

BEVERAGE EXAM!

2010-04-12T03:53:00.000-07:00

ARGH! beverage exam is screwing me up this week......I study study study tak dapat masuk otak! ARGH! beer...spirits....scouts......vermouth...processes.....alcohol bla bla bla french term lagi walaowei! *pengsan*

must tambah minyak! anyway this saturday is PC FAIR! yes im gonna buy laptop soon~
vaio sony or dell? erm.......after thinking twice due to budget i choose dell~
Inspirision 15 Dell~~~ LOL! haha ~ anyway first is beverage mid term focus on it ar!

MID TERM BOR!

2010-04-05T08:58:00.001-07:00

guys and girls good luck tomorrow mid term
S.M.I.L.E presentation on thursday is the most pressure on me argh!!!
hopefully i wont get nervous
omg is exam tmw and I still can watch GazettE DimScene Concert? Wth is wrong wit me?
argh wake up wisely zzz damn zzz nvm inside train only study ba =X alwayz last minute for life aiyo zzz next semester must really study already grr.....

Wisely back to blogging

2010-03-29T08:23:00.000-07:00

huh? college life duh~
many things changes.......
but the feeling is still the change and never change for that long...
anway meet lots of friends....well..........first few week of the college everything was fine..
level1~gossips starts.....
level2~arguement starts between friends very frequesntly
level3~arguement with lecturers also LoL
level4~? opps
anyway my class dip1/1o rocks all the time.....
day after day.....is already 2 months Im getting quiet in the class....
waliao what's wrong with me? huh duh....
lots of brat like a windbag around in the class.....
someone in the class got me on my nerve grrr...too bad this is college if not his kepala pecah long time ago adi lur ^^

XXX

exam is around the corner......all subjects should be fine for me...
except...
moral= @#$%%^^%^&& grr....
accounts= surviving gua

XXX

I realize someone's true character....
the heck.....trying steal my frnd frm facebook huh?
so bitchy and so flirtish ishk anyway I don't care ^^

XXX

she's gone for 3 months~ huh duh~ I don't know what's in my mind....
is almost a year duh....well.....sort of confusion....
I don't know which is which...well...what i think...
my heart is always as one =) and let's starts from the bottom...
Let me fall asleep. The tears that do not stop. I kill my voice lowering my lips to my weakly trembling hand.....

* will blog more when there is anything in my mind now I'm that emo till no speechless zzz chaoz~

lols?

2010-01-08T06:31:00.000-08:00

finally i saw it haiz sad case for you not me zz
things getting so so so zzz
I duno what to say la this so call something buat me like that than
tengok lols dibalas balik juga from somebody yawn zzz
nah I'm not gonna 38 anymore...our friendship seems gone to 0%
it seems nothing...I'm just pity for you ego thats all...
you want to blame whatever you want just blame ne...I take my fault...
just don't add any sad or hurt to me could you?
if u insist so the next step I'm gonna do is delete it...thats a promise...

XXX

anyway new toy is here for me to chat XD wheee im not been sarcastic or something okay I saja mau syok sendiri zzz haiz I know it sometimes it just could be or maybe not but who know's? the problem is we might have racist problem zzzjust let the time goes by~and I'm really hiding something behinds everybody back lol how evil am I XD sooner or later or never or whatever it is who knows haha omg something not right with me this few days OMG this two are killing me for the day @@ *faint*

ho hor

2010-01-04T08:27:00.000-08:00

paiseh la today haha thank you Rossie I mean PCK lao poh u know? lols
nah anyway thanks for the advise XD i mean yeah
we are stuck in the same situation XD home people i realize that
= FREEDOM XD wheeee u change my year 2010 to a better one =D tq very much~

XXX

erm....too bad u lose the golden opportunity~
it's not too late everybody makes mistakes =D no hard feelings
anyway I wish to see the oldself of you >.<
to me I don't give a damn right now =D haha

XXX

so yeah 2010 I didnt countdown at all @@ haha facebooking only
yesterday funny la spell and shin mei sampai can argue in dota somemore haha
just laughing one side kekeke I'm not involve cause I'm total no luck in this terrible game =D (seriously that was funny) XD

XXX

besides that got nothing to post @@ college sein~I want back my high school life too lols looks like I'm not the only one complain =X

OmG

2009-12-30T22:30:00.000-08:00

my beloved greatgrandfather

I have been M.I.A for like a week? @@
LoL don't want to talk bout xmas party =X
let's talk bout my trip to Penang LoL~
on the 26th dec my dad drove up to Ipoh rest
following up the next day I drove up to Penang...
oh oh owh @@ the road OMG so freaking jam @@ jam jam jam zzz
I merajuk driving in this kind of small narrow road somemore jam @#$!%^ zz
anyway the moment we arrive....erm erm we went to visit my late greatgrandpa at the cemetry~ @@
aiks I don't even see him =x
went to Gurney Plaza shopping lols
anyway I went lepak on my own since i had an arguement with my dad zz
opps we stay there for like 2nites 3 days? LoL =x
drove back to Ipoh sending my grandma and my aunt @@ stayed there another 3 days...
than on the way back home send my aunt to Lapangan Terbang Sultan Aziz Shah
than zoom off to home....
the sky is so dark starting to rain...heavily....dah i bosong my dad already zz
sleepy somemore during driving...yeah my dad was sleeping too...zzz
plus I tengah emo driving zzz
than went to fast lane speeding all the way 150 160 oni zz
dah la kena saman just after the damn Jalan Duta toll zzz
terpaksa bagi duit kopi zz orelse my lesen @@ zz lantak je la zzz

XXX

the next day my dad ask me take the car to service and change the tires since the tires grip is already bald/flatten @@ than change the absorber,brakes @@ OMG it doesnt work so well @@ zzz, transmission, balancing and elinement @@ doink* 4 hours plus to finish it zzz had lunch at Sri Kembangan hmm...
though of having something in my mind...
I went to some random flower shop to bought some roses...
went to a place where everybody sleeps...near MAA building lol
I just want to pay my last respect to her...I felt guilty that time...
i am responsible for it if I didnt explain things to her but it just happen to sudden...it was 4 years ago...it will be just part of my memory...

XXX

OMFG! I saw the stalker twice at the store and care4! OMG! ya the real stalker! the one...I mean our junior you know...who always ask us for signature! HOLY!@#$% freak out scary eeeekkk nah zzz

XXX

I couldn't let go my feeling for her since OMG it has been 5 months already zzz
why am I so so so blind zzz ya blind! buta tau? zz Im missing her so much but no reply zzz i dare not say anything to her anymore anyway just walk to the next step~

XXX

Dota? anyone? LoLoLoL =X =X

@@

2009-12-22T21:32:00.000-08:00

Yesterday Dota spreeeeee i mean Dota marathon~~~
I played with 5 friends also boleh kalah kaw kaw until I don't know how to say zzz
damn gosh @@
played with Kah Wai, cheng, and some randomly juniors from smkbbsp @@
straight lost geng lei XD
Macam YES!!! LoL
Last game played with Kuan Haur, Sakai, Fung tat zzz wtf laggy @@
pun boleh kalah geng mou....
one day not even a win swt! XD
I realize how noob am I XD
Im gonna take my revenge today wheeeeeee~~~

XXX

Xmaas open house tommorow @@
-waste my time TT
-waste money buy present zzz
-Yawn~
-ARGH!

XXX

aiks 26th december going up to Pinang...LoL
family gathering konnonya @@ zzz (=___=)!!!

why no dota gathering? LoL =X
Im having penyakit bosan! XD pehe? XD xxx

5F gathering LoL?

2009-12-21T21:30:00.000-08:00

er...... O.O
zzz i was excited about the gathering btw....last few minutes....
I heard someone who is unexpected came =,=!
drop tak da mood zzz gosh I don't feel like going man!
But not good to ffk people so anyway just go @@
tumpang teva's car .....pick up Trisha and Daphne
we reach there early er....erm I don't know whats the name of the restoran =,=!
so called near the golf tinny la zz anyway my stomach was making lots of NOISE!
Im HUNGRY!!! Argh someone came so late zzz nah
*looks like someone is dissapointed about the gathering too anyway don't worry be HAPPY =D

tak puas lar than go second round to mamak yum cha XD
note that I was blur during the gathering @@!!! seriously damn blur doroh?! aduh!
*trip down from computer chair*

XXX

OMG where is everybody! Everybody went missing in msn and in garena gg =,=!
*faint* starting too have this habit now dota marathon is running now~
first thing buka msn....facbook.....gg.....cari kaki...tekan...start game....BooM!

XXX

My blog more or less hiatus already @@

Nothing to update zzz

2009-12-14T02:31:00.000-08:00

My life is so boring I duno and got nothing to update zzz
last week went to PC Fair bought
at least anti lag for now =,=

XXX

last 2 days playing dota with Spell and Kuan Haur zzz
this Spell banyak complain OMG lag lag lag zzzz
since im the host of the game i kena blame pulak ==
instead of that in the end spell left game and a few....
after spell left the game....than smooth already ==
Looks like he is the one who lag the whole game gua =X or maybe streamyx?
who knows haha anyway Kuan Haur got top place follow by me @@
we won cause our teamate playing maphack zzz

XXX

OMG my forehead on the right side I mean near my eyebrown....I got a scare there since I was standard 3 and it starts to bleed again? O.O! tengah main dota something drip opps....warna merah punya? WtF? =,=! I tak kena anything there also but why bleed? zzz

XXX

I was always wanna ask this question to her but I think it make no diffence at all...
is kinda personal...I was kind of hoping you would...
I've been really torn, fighting between this feeling I have inside me and what's goin on in my mind. See. A certain someone left me because I just guessing there is no a click at all yeah thats or maybe doesn't want to trouble me thou but I think is more important that I could cheer, adore, and protect her... I think I just fail to click the button...besides that I got no idea...
What do you think? Would it be proper for me to bring myself back into her life?
or maybe I should not? I know I'm asking a very stupid question....
I'm guessing I have no chance at all...

But...in my opinion...
I don't know what is proper and what is not... and I do know that it's easy to have doubts about many things...
We all need there for each other...but I also know that even if my head tells me to not do something, the purest emotion comes from my heart. If I ignore that, than I'll never truly find myself....

Everyone is the same =)

2009-12-01T03:07:00.000-08:00

Now all those feeling you kept bottled up are coming out!
Those tears are the proof!
You said you had nothing......that you were jealous...but you made a friend!
You can swim up to where the sun shines!
You can live where we live!
You're not a deep sea fish~
There are lots of things I wish I had.
Like a smarter brain...and keeping long hair...and a dad who gives me a thousand bucks a day...i wish I could fly and bla bla bla...
for example...there are lots of roads going in different directions...
...and there are all kinds of treasures waiting on those roads. Nobody knows what's out there!
One guy goes down a road and find a treasures that gives him good grades! But he may have had to walk a long way to get that treasure. He had to go down the hard, long road of studying!
If you feel sorry for yourself and give up, you'll never find your treasure. So how do you start?
You take that first step! Then you just keep on walking!
pssst~I've never taken a walk down the study highway myself =X
I don't mean to be preachy or whatever so...cause I'm not as smart as you are..
you can have the things you want if you try for them!

Well...I'm surprised but..so what?
You're not him...nor you're not her...Defective? So what?
What human being is perfect? Anyway I don't care what anybody else thinks...
the thing is...

YOU'RE HUMAN AS I AM!!! =D XD =)

Shop Shop Shop

2009-11-28T05:44:00.000-08:00

Yesterday went to Hush Puppies sales at Hotel Sri Petaling...olala 70% discount...ok me and my dad hantam shop until rm250++ haha
today morning went to Amcorp mall...OMG is been like 3 or 4 years ago...I've not been there OMG! LoL so yeah....went to the Big Bad Wold Books sales at 3rd floor...
eeeekkk banyaknya orang @@ tengok tengok...*gulp*
I hantam 30 manga books~each books rm5 so I paid rm150 gilar kan?

meanwhile....I was cooking for dinner... O.o I heard something knocking the grill of the door house....huh??? aww...kitten...this is the 3rd time different cat came to my house knocking the grill =( so sweet...

ignore my face ba...

lagger is my enemy argh!!!
=,=!

byez JW Marriot =X

2009-11-27T05:53:00.000-08:00

last day of pic Ivan and me =D

fulamak tempat tidur pulak haha I slept there =X thanks to abang Jay and Seng haha

We took overleft lemon cheese cakes and brownies from Chef Ken haha curi tulang curi makan woahahaha Ivan kena tangkap bukti makan haha!

lalala finally I'm free....next week $$ gaji gaji gaji XD XD XD wheeeeeee haha
well.....the last few days kinda fun but boring also haha
tau ronda here and there only haha jalan jalan shopping =X nah....
just ronda around starhill gallery....lobby....riltz...and so on...
well...thanks to Ridzal aka supervisor teach me how to curi tulang =X
I hate it when there's a lot of function especially last few days ago zz waliew...
600 pax in ballroom....than Raja Perlis at 3rd floor riltz functon and etc~~
pening kepala saya aduh tulis report also until main hantam tulis =X LoL
yeah my eye is getting red more red I think lack of sleep gua....but now okay liao =X
now slightly better except old injuries =/
thanks to my uncle~~naik pangkat naik gaji haha~maid to coordinator to ass. supervisor =x
now kinda miss my colleagues...the place where I use to walk...the place where I go to my locker haha..the place where I take my gaji from XD
and one more thing congratz to Mr. Hazizi who found RM16k under the pillow in check out room and report to the security...is not easy man...if you found this amount of money sure enough you put inside your pocket kan? Or half of it? who knows? ask yourself than =X Mr. Mahmud GM of the hotel gave him cert of honesty..plus RM6k from the company and RM200 from Mr. Mahmud wallet =,=! oit berlebih lebih ni! tak aci! =X

XXX

hmm...why o why I fikir too much already...I don't want to live in past...but why am I still stuck with it T__T you are just fading away from my sight...the facts is the facts...I hate to receive it but got no choice...I fail myself...even the one I love I forgot to put something on her gift...unforgivenble...how worthless am I zzz I'm good for nothing zzz what I did is nothing but to hope...isn't that stupid? I couldn't even handle you properly...somehow I'm scared of you...I don't know what to say...why am I so stuck with you argh...tak habis habis pulak...

XXX

Dec to free liao but don't know what to do...just taking a break...movie? YES movie! I wana watch...but with who? (=__=) dah la tanya siapa mau keluar...but...majority cakap aiya no money la zzz aiya no time la zzz ialah tu takda masa(macam I percaya) zzz some I tak mau kacau sudah ada er em...so yea worse come to worst beli dvd tengok je la zzz the best stay at home dota spreeeeeeeee!!! Kill em all! don't diu la open maphack play muahahahaha
boringnya~~~

2009-11-14T03:12:00.000-08:00

.....tension lar ni ....
dah la naik pangkat pun nak ponteng kerja dan emo in house
I'm getting more emo and emo when the days keep passing by...
somehow it doesn't recover...I really duno what to blog...
two days ago....on the way back home from work saw this Kimmy Loong tiba tiba come and scare me out of the back zzz gilar punya orang....
coming back from times square olala wih his gf =,=!
dah la than his gf balik at tasik selatan? or salak selatan station? I guess? I blur like hell already...aww is raining...
raining season makes me so emo zzz...he ajak me play Dota on today which is Sat...
tak sangka this Kah Wai join our game @@ 3 games sraight win engah high =X
than bosan already....watch anime....Trust and Betrayel...
and I'm back to emo again =,=!
why la apa pun also no mood zzz
makan...sleep....even not like last time dota marathon 10 games per day zzz
I just felt that I lost my treassure from my .... ....

F lar zz

2009-11-09T18:33:00.001-08:00

the last few days before I retire working zzz
so many afternoon and night shift geh zzz
!@#$%^&* 3pm to 11pm.........11pm to 7am fuck lar zzz
I wonder how am I gonna adjust my sleeping time zzz
somemore Coordinator...how the heck on earth am I suppose to do this job?
Wisely o Wisely why are you complaining like an old man zzz
nah planning to buy Mc for sat zzz lantak je lar zzz
left around 13 more days~ gosh......

zzzlazy bump

2009-11-08T00:45:00.000-08:00

I'm getting lazy and sick of blogging...tak ada masa to blog zzz
anyway what to do I'm bored....
and I don't know wtf is wrong with my Cbox and etc....all went down to the bottom already ==
Guess what? last week I jumpa 50sen under the bed....
than on the way back from work I jumpa OMG!!! olala
three days ago on the way back from work I saw Sheau Yeong at LRT bukit jalil....we were starring each other until so damn blur than I notice is her LoL baru say hi haha....
somemore worst when going to work saw this Alicia Mooy at the guard house....my mind was somewhere...I walk pass by and she said hi....after walking pass by so damn blur only I realize it was her zzz nah....there's to many question in my mind...until I couldn't answer it zz
Found comic Conan book in guest checkout room....but I threw it away =X
Finally get to play wax on my hair now =X next week go trim hair a bit =x
I still likes Mikagami's or Kenshin's hairstyle.....to long till shoulder length =X
can't keep that long haha

XXX

Shit someone special birthday is coming....and I'm been late for giving present T_T
sorry boss......my dad's birthday also coming and I don't know what to buy zzz damn!

Good Luck to all SPM candidates~ all the Best~

XXX

"Giving up doesn't mean you are weak, sometimes it just means you are strong enough to let it go" this stupid statement....(=___=)!!! I just couldn't I don't know why....I'm sorry...
Apa yang kau sedang pikirkan? Saya sudah pikir beberapa bulan tapi masuh tidak dapat jawapan sebenar...adakah aku cuai sangat sampai terlepas atau kehilangan awak dari tanganku? Adakah aku bodoh sangat untuk memikirkan benda benda yang tak masuk akal?

XXX

The wanderer went to MidValley today mau tengok so called PC fair zzz go mampus la....
ingat apa? first store Acer...than what? zzz jual medicine, tuala, notebook bags bla bla bla (=__=) Rubbish zzz

Nothing to update ~ =X

2009-10-25T05:54:00.000-07:00

LoL I really duno what to blog =x

haha anway yesterday went to Mc Donald....k4

saw DvD haha so lengzai liao =x~

after shopping saw er.....so called my ex mom zzz with her bf...

yer so lcly de.....see me than mm bei min like that geh zzz abaikan

anyway I went to McDonald got the so called CocaCola glass.....

went I came back home I realize something.....wth is the same glass with the Olympic glass last year?!!! (=__=)...the difference is the packing of the box and the colour zzz

The left one is the last year punya and the right one is this year ==

XXX

yer 25 more days to go zzz why the time move so slow geh zzz

I don't want to go to Pangkor Laut Resort T__T yer bosan zzz no entertainment zzz abaikan la haha zzz

XXX

Today I memang tak ada benda nak buat......so I cook curry chicken today for the second time =X it looks disgusting I guess? but to me it tastes .....no comment =x

XXX

OMG I'm watching Hayate the Combat Butler 2nd season =x I'm addicted to it right now......~

somehow I'm taking my life easy as the time goes by.....

Congratz to Mrs. Ng >.< ~no matter how or what~ as long as you are happy with him XD ignore what human said bout both of ou >.

XXX

=( I don't know how long can I wait.....but I have make up my mind to go on.........I have been to my oldself right now >.< haha ="P">.< =P ~~so so this is ME =P ngek ngek!

hor....damn?

2009-10-19T07:02:00.000-07:00

woot tomato ketchup stain XD

I realize something wrong.....and why does it have to occur the wrong time? zzz

shit lar~I thought recover 100% already padahal zzzzzz

went to see doctor............

O.o??? WTF? why he give me such lame advice! (=__=)!

biarkan je lar aiks zzz~~~

anyway stupid fellow went to B1 carpark to search for 200 king size blankets and 100 twins szie blanket.....padahal this 3 or more i guess hotel te rojak mix ==

took me, Saiful and Alias for 5 hours + skipping lunch to search for it ==

thanks to Mr. Melvin zzz dah lah gilar berat lagi zzz push the trolley up and down 4 times zzz

terpaksa lar curi ambik one 7up tin can from the hotel minum je lar =x

curi tulang sleep a while =x than balik muahahahaha zzz finally~

I did it......i threw the bad items and burn it away 100% XD good news~

2 more things to do........~

2009-10-18T08:46:00.000-07:00

Sweet words on ice cold stone....
True love needs to be proven....
You can't buy it with money.....
The sweet and tender feeling...
From which the true affection flows....
If I'm gone, please move on...
there is still lots of bright light waiting for you...
Do not cry.....do not ever weep......tears betray weakness....
Become strong my dear.....have the strength of heart to regret nothing!
My life has been destroy, broken family, didn't know what is Love to be.....
big mistakes have been made....I felt something is coming to the end.....
But somehow I'm still not gonna give up....
I know I'm weak....I have to fight with myself...to become strong...
mentally nothing is gonna end it.....

I wish I could adore it....
I wish i could hug it....
I wish I could spend some more time with it...
I wish I could be there standing next to you like a wall...
I'm gonna miss it so badly and worried bout it for going so far apart from me.....
A place where I couldn't even come to find it....
So o' please don't be sad....
You happy....I happy....
You sad....I sad too....
So just let it go of me from this world happily~

>>>>>

2009-10-17T08:28:00.000-07:00

Post deleted~
go back to happy point......
don't worry be happy =) I can handle it.....
anyway went out yum cha with Ame, Kok Fei, Tyng and Chin Han...
haha i got stuck up with something sorry guys I'm late >.<
I malas to follow up with you guys to Tyng house....cause there is nothing to do.....
=x anyway my back still aching aduh....zzz and my throat zzz gosh!! @@

XD

2009-10-16T23:13:00.000-07:00

HAPPY DEEPAVALI TO EVERYBODY IN THE UNIVERSE MUAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

SOT PLAK ALREADY THIS WISELY MEMANG GILAR!!!!

XXX

Anyway nothing much to blog......kesian this Faruq kena pecat from MelVin a.k.a. assistance manager....for doing the same mistakes twice.....he kena fired during his off day when Mr. Melvin call his hp in front of everybody during the briefing LoL....scary~eeeeeekkk

Thank you to Serena a.k.a. Manager for giving me this keychain =D...didn't know she took 3 days off haha tak perasan =x

XXX

bad luck on Thurday......my pad lock hilang kat locker...dalam locker ada sony earphone and a pair of leather shoes....earphone hilang.....shoes masih ada (=__=)..... ask Wendy for new lock kena bayar RM26 zzz cilakak punya !@#$% which idiot so itchy hand go and break my locker grrrr.....I break and split his body into half baru he tau zzz than during lunch this stupid waiter in the rush....*terlanggar* me kena the curry on my shirt.......(=___=) @#$%^&* changing to my sport shoes when balik.....shoelace terputus........wtfark?! zzz went back home nag here and there zzz argue here and there......end of Thusday zzz grrr....

XXX

Friday hell of a day zzz dah lar finish work 8pm zz got 24 check out roms and 1 occupied =,=!

swt! why so cham de? Is like my floor 90% all checkout wei.....melampau betul.....gotto finish asap.......I skip lunch......

occupied room only just touch up a bit......at least 15 to 25 minutes but....

checkout rooms need to change every single things OMG at least 50minutes or more....walaowei...seriously mampus...my back hurts =x luckily this MelVin tolong sikit

(yeah sikit) =,=!

XXX

so today......I really damn malas lar zzz enjoying slacking around in the house wheeee

people ajak me yum cha belanja pun I betul betul malas la wei.......half dead living zombie....

and I'm so damn blur.......

XXX

wheeeeeee can jump down XD

XXX

OMG 5 people said I gain weight? WTF!!!! Marina, Sally, Teva, Ame and Ken said I gain weight? OMG!!!!!! woah lao wei abaikan anyway yeste4rday I ate 3 bar of swiss cocolate....caremel....mocca and truffle falvour...OMG I'm so addicted to swiss chocolate right now.....abaikan about KitKat, Mars, or other etc brand.....is SWISS CHOCOLATE!!!!! I just can't stop eating it! HELP!!!!! XD

XXX

promoting buy me in ffs wheeeeee very cheap de LoLoLoL eno eno eno zz wheeeeee 30days to go =,=! Can't wait for December!! Kawan kawan any plans for this December? LoL...I wana watch Surrogates!!! zzz lalalala

XXX

Oh yeah and one more thing since SzeHui ask bout Kim Loong's gf =x....ada gambarnya u man man tengok lor in Kim Loong's hp.....there there itu 2 muka punya gambar that he post =x......got no idea why he post it also swt =x ~ignore my ugly face ba.....just look at his hp =x

(=__=)

2009-10-11T01:26:00.001-07:00

One thing I would like to say is.....

AMELIA JUSTINA NG HAO THE BABI is so damn BISING bout my BLOG!!!

ARGH! I'm so gonna kill you soon!!! =X nah zzz

sorry no updates cause busy working lar......work from 9.45am to 6pm or sometimes stayback zz

malasku nak update lah......erm.....

nah this stupid HR office put me in housekeeping department zzz lagi stress than my previous job....btw kena bayar rm300 more XD LoL.......at least get to sew back my dompet yang sudah ada lubang o =X

haha well well well.......somehow i regreted working in this department.....hopefully can change next month lar tolong lar zzz I'm gonna kill Yen Sze soon for not informing Serena bout my off day =X

XXX

anyway nothing much lar.....yesterday went out with "friends" to MidValley go lepak sikit...

oh yeah I stole my dad's car key and drove it away to MV =X but my dad tak perasan pun.....

so so..........=x ........idiot pink kancil with stupid loud noisy pipe tau buat bising je.....(more info ask me...malasku nak type sini) =x

XXX

after reach back home from MV straight to teva's party......before meet Kim Loong....

doom......er....lots of unknown college teva's friend......nah started our tradisional way....

chor dai di.......=x haha tahn chat here and there.......huh?

KIM LOONG!!!! WHY U DIDN'T TELL ME YOU GOT GIRLFRIEND LIAO...

so evil lar you go and dump me away T___T =x =x =x hor...nogti nogti....haha

yawn...12 midnite.... dah dah HAPPY BIRTHDAY TEVANEEA XD

lepas cut the cake than around 12.30am?

me, Kim Loong, Amelia, Wei Ying and Tyng balik at the same time =X

*Amelia bought something naughty wor~ =X =X =X

*surprisingly someone didnt come to the party.......and yeah......the sad thing is she totally forgot about us that we are used to be close friend with her.....hmm.....was wondering what has change her....~

er....Gay Picture? XD again?

wheeeeeeeee~~~

XXX

argh why my life is so complicated.......

Miss A

Sorry I could not except that cause you fall into boys to easily.....in order not to hurt your feelings...I'm not gonna answer your queston but we could still be friends okay...I'm sorry...

MissB

er........such a long time....it's been 6 years we have not been seeing each other......I really don't know what or how you want it......but it's too complicated till I couldn't let go my previous one....sorry I need more time.......I just feel that I'm not in your world....it's not easy for me to handle such a girl like you.....and I don't think we can.......sorry....just give me more time okay?

Miss C

Aduh peningnya......aku ingin jadi seorang yang berani dan jujur....saya tak sukakan awak...saya cuma curahkan segala yang terbuku dalam hati aku....awak begitu licik....awak gunakan kekayaan dan kecantikan untuk mencapai kehendak awak tanpa mempedulikan perasan orang lain....(don't ask me why am I typing in BM) I sot plak already...I have to tell you straight so that you realize about it....is not the money....you can't buy honesty with money but you need time and you need to earn it.....

Miss D

aiyo not again zzz somehow........I just feel that I tak layak for you...there's someone who is better than me for you......but I still love you no matter how you treat me...I'm still there for you as a good friend =) I shall never forget you for cheering me up.....all the time I keep thinking is only you.....yes is you....I duno how to said it anymore kinda disspointing cause I lost my trust to her.......somehow isn't it weird? I'm not just that sad at all.....but you were still there to cheer me up right? =) I just want you back so badly =x

anyway one word for you.......

THANK YOU! cheers~ =D

WTH?

2009-10-01T23:38:00.000-07:00

@#!$%^&* I can't log in my facebook~ it says....

Your account is temporarily unavailable due to site maintenance. It should be available again within a few hours. We apologize for the inconvenience.

.....=,= after 6 hours I'm back to pc........same thing ....it says....

Your account is temporarily unavailable due to site maintenance. It should be available again within a few hours. We apologize for the inconvenience.

ZZZzzzz *snore* XD walaowei.......bosan gilar.......
than today I got nothing to do.........than go and drew something stupid......

Cloud and Sephiroth XD Ugly right? hehe simple sketch only lar zzz cause I'm too bored!

Wheeeeeeeeeeeee

2009-10-01T00:34:00.000-07:00

Today so so so =,=

duno what drives me go crazy and siao wheeeeee

SIR YES SIR!!! LoL woot Mrs. Babi is going for a date today at mv XD

olala LoL~haiz~

XXX

dah la adi tak layan me adi so abaikan je lar

yeah you are right I'm still not giving up =)

whenever you need me for any help I'm still there for you =D

XXX

I'm back to DOTA marathon.......OMG I have not been playing for like a year?
WTF!? so many new items and new hero? =,=!!! sure noob again zzz

now my daily activity is like.......

work......facebook.....dota

work.......facebook.....dota...........

~yum cha~movie~less adi since nobody ajak at the same time can save more money XD

XXX

oh yeah want to see more pic of me in switzerland? already upload in facebook =X

and yeah this pic is.......all my souvenirs? =X =X =X

=D

2009-09-30T06:13:00.000-07:00

finally i realize it sounds easy to walk all the way through my journey =)
so......so what? so so loh haha somehow your decision...you are right.....
things back to normal......as usual......nothing much.......
but the sad thing is I lost a goodfriend of mine.......so duno lar....
anyway I got not much time left......
I got lots of important things to do in this world....
Isn't it weird? I'm not scare at all........cause I could feel the end is near somehow.......

today when to bank realize make lots of money in Fix Deposit Foreign Exchange just after one week =D (=,=) with 4% interest =/
next week Monday back to work yawn.........bosannya~
with all the money in the world......I felt its not important to me =D
just feel like slicing somebody head today hehe
and the most funny part is I'm addicted to Sarjan Keroro =,= wth? *snore XD

Trip to Geneva&Zurich in Switzerland

2009-09-29T03:07:00.000-07:00

yawn....Thursday on the 17th took the train down to Singapore.....

reach there 18th in the morning @@.....stupid train delay until reach there so late...

than meet up with uncle Pat and aunt~ togather to swiss.....the flight is in the late evening.....

so had lunch and lepak around in Singapore......

so erm....the first thing I would like to complain is....

sitting in the aeroplane for 10 and the half hours from Bangkok to Zurich.....my butt and my leg cramp T_T

pain argh! why so far why so long? use rocket fly faster larh zzz abaikan
so the transit is a bit mafan.....from sing to bangkok-2hours plus......

bangkok to zurich.......<<<@#$!%^& zurich to geneva-45minutes..... you man man count lar how long it takes and my sleeping time also go haywire already which is 6hours time behind msia (=__=)

1st day~reach Geneva.....temperature....around likestraight away rent one car....Renault...Scenic
wtf I realize the driver sit is on the right side =,= instead of msia and aus is on the left side......

another headache......i drove for one day and I gave up I don't want to risk it mati lor that time...

cause msia roundabout the traffic flow is clockwise ma.....but in switz is anti clockwise =,=

and I went the wrong way =,=!!! kena honk zzzz than let my uncle drove lar for the whole week zzz dah lar somemore kena lecture from dad 99 zzz

reach Trogan which is near the border to France........at around 4pm......the place we stay......is a good hostel somehow =X you see there is a common kitchen......so we sendiri pandai pandai cook lar....eat outside banyak mahal =X

Trekking on the way up

Frozen mouse? =X
Than the following day~our plans is trekking up to the Top of Euro.....4500++m gua =X

so before that we drove up to the nearest place where we could start trekking up....which is 2000+m gua......stayed there 2days 1nights LoL so stayed the hostel so called...Valley Hostel...

common toilet and common kitchen =,= yer......cook in front of other people so so so zzz

than if u cook slow the people will be staring at you waiting to use those frying pans and etc...wtf

@@ than have a common chit chat with this American 6 footer guy who is cooking cabonara woot delicious =,= but not gonna tell what am I cooking zzz than on the 2nd day saw this japanese teenager girl cooking instant noodle....and so ngam this duno that idiot call me from msia....my hp rang....erm...japanese song.....i didnt pick up the call =X than this girl speak to me in japanese....WTF (=__=) she though I'm a japanese zzz than a few chit chat than i chaoz zzz (jangan berfikiran senget you all)

huh huh reach the top (not really the top) =,= there leg pain @@.....damn cold.....-2.6degree......wheee get to play snow....xD its been 10years I have not been touching snow =X

tough trekking...passing by green hills......than to botak hill.....than snow =X the higher I go up....the thinner the air.....gasping for air @@

walao.....hot and cold? once reach to certain height there's no cloud....I mean I'm currently above the cloud....and the F#$king sun direct hit me walaowei terpaksa where sun glasses cant see =X

aiks.......the people around here some speak Franch, German, Swiss, Italian =,= pening kepala lar

can't everyone just speak English?! Kesian some those people cant speak English =,=!

Matterhorn mountain zzz

Than jalan jalan lar the rest nothing much ler......

barang there so damn expensive =X

only bought a few souvenir for me and some for my friends ler.....

the rest all inside my stomach =X hungry

lei xD so sendiri buy food makan =X

than the following last few days went to so called famous mountain in swiss call Matterhorn...

but tak cukup masa naik sana T__T

@#$!%^&* old man give me more money largh!

~souvinirs........bought some for friends so.........to friends: you all guys pandai pandai lar...
use your freaking brain! hmm =X

Bye bye Malaysia =,=!

2009-09-16T04:02:00.000-07:00

gwaroar~looks like this blog is gonna be death for 1 week+ gua =X
tomorrow going off to Singapore at night zzz
18th.......from Singapore to Bangkok......
change flight straight to Geneva.......
than to.......Zurich......Switzerland~ (=_=) so many stops zzz
zzz @___@ nothing much la than chaoz~

Broke.......Ignore.....Forget.......is that the way I should do?

2009-09-15T03:53:00.000-07:00

I was so damn bored......look like I'm wasting my life away zzz
yawn...............what is emo again? I hate to been like that......
What to do......looks like I found something interesting to meet?
I guess........(ignore la) X___X
anyway I'm so into this lyrics.....Life Is Like A Boat.....from Rie Fu

Nobody knows who I really am.
I never felt this empty before.
And if I ever need someone to come along
Who's gonna comfort me and keep me strong

We are all rowing the boat of fate
The waves keep on comin' and we can't escape
But if we ever get lost on our way
The waves would guide you through another day

Tookude iki wo shiteru toumei ni nattamitai
Kurayami ni omoe takedo mekaku shisarete tadake
Inori wo sasagete atarashii hi wo matsu
Azayaka ni hikaru umi sono hate made

Nobody knows who I really am
Maybe they just don't give a damn
But if I ever need someone to come along
I know you would follow me, and keep me strong

Hito no kokoro wa utsuri yuku nukedashita kunaru
Tsuki wa mata atarashii shuuki de fune wo tsureteku

And every time I see your face,
The oceans heave up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars,
And soon I can see the shore

Oh, I can see the shore
When will I... see the shore?

I want you to know who I really am
I never thought I'd feel this way towards you
And if you ever need someone to come along
I will follow you, and keep you strong

Tabi wa mada tsudzuiteku odayakana hi mo
Tsuki wa mata atarashii shuuki de fune wo terashidasu
Inori wo sasagete atarashii hi wo matsu
Azayaka ni hikaru umi sono hate made

And every time I see your face,
The oceans heave up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars,
And soon I can see the shore

Unmei no fune wo kogi
Nami wa tsugi kara tsugi e to
Watashitachi wo osou kedo
Sore mo suteki na tabi ne
Dore mo suteki na tabi ne

PS:Hopoefully this song can makes me forget about......
(T___T)

@@

2009-09-14T04:37:00.000-07:00

OMG guess what...

today I went to money changer tukar duit from RM to swiss franc.....

=,= RM678=200??? WTF! sob sob sob

the heck wei....money wings somemore...zzz

so please be more understanding....is not that I don' wanna go out yum cha with you all nearby...

Is just that I don't have the $$...guys you know la economy bad zzz

but I don't mind going out for a movie or lepak somewhere special once in the blue moon haha...

last few months bank interest was like 3.5%? I guess.....but now 2.5% =,=
hmm...thinking bout few years back....the interest was like 9%? walao......
now........speechless

2009-09-13T03:04:00.000-07:00

yawn nothing much.....this few days....
yesterday went yum cha with Amelia and Tyng~
at Secret Recipe T___T sob osb money got wings~
one fellow ffk =,= zzzz chat chit chat sampai 8.30pm when back...
got things to do zzzzzzzzzzzz wish could chat with them longer...
abaikan anyway...today went out to Tunku Abdul Rahman...Campel Complex...
went there shop some winter clothing for the trip @@
nothing much came back home *yawn*
*snore*..........................

Birthday~09/09/09 all the nines~

2009-09-09T01:28:00.000-07:00

Birthday cakes from Aunty Tracy and Aunty Grace =X trillion of thank you!!!

Special Thanks to my loves one who wishes me via sms =)

1. Sook Kuan =D
2. Chee Chean

3. Amelia

4. Daphne

5. Ee Rick

6. Wei Ying

7. Kei Yan

8. Hariz

9. Daniel

10. Mom

11. Jacqueline

12. Trisha

13. Fui Jinn

14.Vaentan

15.Am

16.Tevaneea~

17.Kah Yan ( wishing me in her blog =D)

and thanks to those who wishes me in facebook too....too many to list down sorry =/ isn't it great? I did nothing for my birthday XD hahaha soh soh just stare at the pc....and complaining facebook is laggy!! as usual lar.... yawn just dreaming....waiting for the day past by...=X aiks im useless anyway zzzdah tau la the date 090909 so special and I seriously did nothing hahaha diabaikan je lar lalala~

2009-09-04T02:16:00.000-07:00

till the day it ends~

sorry late update blog @@ kinda exhausting zzz

came back......terus tidur on my queen size bed awww

the next day went to Ipoh......hmm

drive down to Kampar to buy some kai so.......

the town looks death....then drove around.....searching for some college......

not that far from the town area LoL

spend 3days at Ipoh~tau makan makan saja lolx

came back home 08/09/09 =X

OMG i weight myself O__O weight increase???!!! WTF?

abaikan anyway.......nothing much on my birthday =X

isn't it great? I did nothing for the day =D

no party...no celebration......haha no complains anyway....dah biasa la

doesn;t make a difference when this number came to me 09/09/09 =X

maybe later lar.......huh huh packing stuff......for holiday trip far far

erm near the Alphs =X going off this 17th Sept to Switzerland =X

even make it worst.....I already bankrap and owning my dad money....

and how the heck on earth am I gonna buy stuff there ==

and the swiss currency money is like 3 point six or something like that la zzz

wtf............~

2009-08-30T08:14:00.000-07:00

haiz two days ago when to SP without dad noeing =X
haiz need to go to bank do something.......than lepak till evening than balik~
aiks than this morning when i woke up.....high fever~+~sore throat~
haiz hopefully is not H1N1 that I got from SP =X
luckily tomorrow is Merdeka=cuti can rest =D
at least got time to recover.....well when to medic get some medicine....
doctor said take 3 tablet per day......no effect =,=
body damn cold....head burning......throat sakit =X
anyway i decided to take panadol active fast~erm....
sweat than slightly better now....now oni body aching aiks.....
well.....shit la H1N1 is spreading more @___@
aiks.......mid of sept I'm goin to Switzerland....I scare one thing only...
H1N1 in airport =,= eeeeekkk better pray for it hopefully i won't kena =X
haha happy enough today got my bestie hp number =D
get in touch with him after 5 months lost contact with him....haha~
11 more days to my birthday aiks.....tak tau nak buat apa =(
I just don't really feel excited....cause somehow I just hate 2009
even my birthday is so called "special" on 09/09/09 zzz =,=
~~~

2009-08-26T07:39:00.000-07:00

head getting hotter and hotter @___@
aiks after playing basketball @@ mati cantik
anyway i start to hate everything around me including myself gosh...
until my laptop.....my hp lag like hell!!!
plus facebook argh and myself also lag already @@
hmm...........I could not think properly this few days guess...wait...
== one of my kai mui ask me bout add maths question......
tat even worst making my brain sot jor......
anyway im bored so.....have a look at the question.....hmm
wait tat is my favourite topic about circle..........*rusty brain functioning?
=,= shit i forgot the formula........deng......ask teva for help
and wtf is tangent again ==.......after 20 minutes of cracking brain....
than yeah i did it......submit answer back to her.........
*minutes later........damn? Why the hell on earth I did tan O= 14/4 ==
shit i gave the wrong answer zzzzz

*see how useless am I ~ until give wrong answer zzzz mati cantik la me zzz
anyway dun care la aiks zzz

My very good friend has totally change.....I don't know why he is so obbsess in his so call F@#$ing job and the only topic he say is money money money F him lar zzz grr......you don't have other topic to talk izzit? damn you la haiz zzz sad case~ignore je la zz
anyway I just wana wish to all my juniors....GOOD LUCK in their SPM TRIALS!!!
and ALL THE BEST =D GAMBATEH!!!

the day after days....

2009-08-24T06:26:00.000-07:00

I just had a conversation with someone in msn.....guess what.....
hmm kinda weird....such a long time...btw....
he/she came out with this topic and trying to compare stuff (u don't have to know)
By the way ignore it...I'm just trying to shoot someone down today....
it really makes me jealous and yeah.....he/she screw me up today....
I know I'm already down all the time.....and yet you still wana destroy me?
What else you want from me? I have already forgotten you plus you still wana revenge on me?
Come on la you already had somethiing that you are satisfy....and
I still can't believe that your mouth is so poisonous until it could hurt someone.
So...good solution....from now on this is my 2nd time to block you in msn....
I'm sorry....I could not tolerate you anymore please.

hmm......will be coming back home 5th Sept gua if I still survive =X
so......far nothing much...well...selamat berpuasa to all my friends ya
I really hope she is still there for me =X =X =X (ignore)
I'm still stick with it T.T
slight fever @___@ and combo headache sigh =(

huh maggi?

2009-08-18T01:12:00.000-07:00

*snore...once upon a time zzzzzzzzzz
we so called the "Baldi team" =x
don't ask me why...it just came out all of sudden...
anyway instead of eating that small little tiny fish...with lots of bones ==
so we ate er.....15 packets of mi goreng....sedaaap in a pail sharing 4 people =x
....me, Adam, Jayshan and Shah =x
Are we insane? Actually nope...we are just fed up of canteen food =x
see we all so choosy punya old man =X
let's watch the video we record....the making of the maggi =X
Ignore my ugly face ba and my middle finger...didnt know they were recording it =,=!
lalala hantam saja la =x i know is so so so.....zzz lame zzz and disgusting =X

2009-08-13T23:50:00.000-07:00

Today when I woke up from bed, I had a sad dream...
that broke my heart when I keep thinking bout it since 3 weeks ago..
I could not imagine you saying those words to me....
I knee down on the floor and pray...
please bless me, forgive me and hope that dream would not come through.
I realize it doesn't care much and I know I don't deserve it but still I'm not giving up no matter how far it is or how hard it is. I know that I am a selfish person that doens't thinks what is important first....actually I've been the one farthest from the centre of your heart. Especially last time when I couldn't think of anything but hatred. Youchange me to be a better person...the strength, love that comes from having friends was also a place where I couldn't follow you. Right now there's no doubt about it. I'm just torn up. Could anyone please warm up the ice for me?

I'm always a loner most of the time....
when he walks, he walks alone,
when he fights, he fights alone,
Who can withstand me till my last breath?

2009-08-13T01:27:00.000-07:00

quite busy this few days @___@
sorry no time to blog this few days....
anyway will update soon when I got the time T__T
chaoz....sigh

-.-!!

2009-08-09T05:53:00.000-07:00

I don't wana die so early.....>.<
anyway ignore it...while im still alive =X

lets see pictures ya!!! lol =,=

the very first thing...yeah I got sun burn =,=!!!

MY HAND NOOOOOOOO!!!

My Dorm B4 lolz

Mari mari masuk lolz let's see what's inside =X

Yawn our bed? LOL

Jadual bertugas...guess what who the heck am I? -.-!!

Hmm...let's repair the jeep =X

Jayshan, me and Adam

Da da it's done =X

me, Kiong and Adam lolx

BRAVO FLAG!!!

Adam, me and Am

BEWARE THIS PICTURE CONTAIN @#$% PARENTAL GUIDANCE UNDER18.....

IF YOU ARE NOT PLEASE LEAVE =X GAY!!!

PS-Lucky I'm not involve...only my hp camera involve =X

Jayshan, Adam and er...2 bar Charlie lol

Muscle show?

==!!!

Gay show? =X

ZZZZ -.-!

2009-08-08T07:22:00.000-07:00

Holy crap!!!
I woke up 1pm.....wtf?
I miss my lunch @__@
abaikan....go on9.....
then chor di...till dinner.......
some so call masalah displin meeting yawn mengantuk...
really look like a sleeping pig now =X
even i sleep till 1pm =X
@___@
2 more weeks++....countdown!!! semangat sikit!!! yahoooooooo =X

CRAP CRAP IGNORE IT zzz

2009-08-07T01:07:00.000-07:00

OMG my friend just send to me this video...
ignore it what am I talking about....
Is the best performance I haven seen for GazettE
yea...you should know that this blog is all bout what Wisely crapping about...
so ignore it kaka
live BUDOKAN lol
OMG Reita...the small solo bass that killed..follow by Kai...solo drum that dominated....
than....Aoi solo guitar.....Uruha...solo guitar also...
than both of the guitarist 0___O walao....the so call Baretta =X
the parts rock....between 3.15min and 4.22min lol...
the lyrics......aww...

Most annoying insect in the universe!

2009-08-05T22:35:00.000-07:00

the very first thing I want to shoot someone...
seriously betahan adi....damn annoying....
is..... mosquito!!!
yes!!! It annoys me during my sleep when it makes the buzz sound on my ears and eventually suck my blood!!!
ARGH eventhough i use the mosquito repellen......wonder should I bring sheltox =X
thats one of the reason why is so hard for me to sleep.....besides that...er.....etc lar...
not only that during daytime especially afternoon....stupid flies flying around here and there
*scream!!!

plus my earphone on the right side rosak adi @#$% grrr geram betul...
sadly this sony earphone is with me for 2years adi zzz T__T
my nose @@ flu sneeze!!! eyelid....blueblack....like ghost adi....count dracula @__@

oh well Ayin birthday was yesterday and he kena splash by a few buckets of water from us....
kakaka.....roar zzz nothing much to do left besides sleeping *snore
just wana catch my sleep during the daytime zzz

2009-08-04T07:25:00.000-07:00

yawn no more class for the time been...
instead of that we have so called komuniti ==
go to plp kampung n do gotong royong n stuff...
visiting here n there...yawn.....some may find it interesting....
to me *snore Im a boring person zzzz not enuf sleep...
until my eyelid also got blueblack adi =X
saturday n sunday is my sleeping day....so yeah sleep until 12pm like tat la
than straight to lunch...ignoring breakfast =X
other activities so far still the same sigh....juz wana watch G.I Joe zzz
wondering when shud I come back hmm.....
basketball match ...bravo team vs jurulatih=score...22 for bravo...but jurulatih...er....0?
memalukan =X than jurulatih like try to ugut us midnight pakai full loreng kawad =X
lalala dun care =X

well....friendster is dead...seriously dead.....
but on the other hand....facebook is too active lolz...so yeah...
to me...I'm still active to both side gua lo zzz

2009-08-02T20:23:00.000-07:00

yawn.....
morning wake up 5am......
perhimpunan and PT 6.30am
breakfast...7.30am
class 8.30am....than lunch 12.30pm
than 2.30pm kawad till 4.30pm...
than 5.30pm sukan zzz
6.30 dinner....can hardly sleep at all zzz torturing betul
than 10pm rokol zzz @___@
instead of goin all this I took up MC cuz fever...flu...cough
yeah back to NS adi now sleeping in bilik jurulatih yawn....

Wisely is a bad boy....he break all the rules in NS like....
chordaidi....ponteng kawad...oni once.....ponteng class...twice...
keep hp with him during weekdays....laptop? LOL
wit a clean record didnt get caught so far =X lalalala

I wana say tq to cikgu zul for letting me use my laptop secretly and my hp =X
yawn countdown ....@___@

2009-08-02T00:20:00.000-07:00

haiz what a boring day....
today feels better...goin back soon.....LOL
somehow yeap....i can feel it.....hmm
I don't know I so perasan for what aiks....
By the way......puasa is coming...zzzz
I not so sure what to do anyway.....juz weird somehow @___@
hate it not enough pc time to chat with friends...
I'm gonna miss my NS frnds =X
Iwan...the cicakman, Kay...kepala besar badan kecil, Arja...Mr.Pink, Zam...cuty, Shukri...naughty boy, Am...buddy, Ayin...buddy, Akim...guitarist, Po ot...thx dude for warning me bout the spotcheck, Adi...well u looks like my cousin xD, Jo...model, Kah Wai...gay fellow, Nazrul...cool, Hisham...Mr. Busuk, Kecik...u hamsap!!
those are frm...Termerloh, Gua Musang, and Kuantan..haiz

the rest....frm KL
Adam...partner yes...2 bar bravo...the bestty wherever I go u were there for me thx xD
Shah...yo...u were rock man..ur dad were damn spotting...
Jayshan...cool...3 bar alpha
Arif....4bar Charlie...I mean penghulu....
Audrey...hmm weird....somehow nice to meet u....
Awein....funny....nice to kacau!! hehe
Kien Wah...yea I gave the one bar pangkat bravo down to you...
Jason...most annoying fellow in the universe that like to brat like a windbag...so yea majority agree with it zzz
I think I'm coming back during puasa if i not mistaken....
activities mostly are adi completed so hell no I`m not goin to those childish class....
back on around 22nd august i guess...

hopefully I didnt misunderstood you....but my heart is alwayz be with you...you were the one who cheer me up and get my life goin on...I will always be there, to take time to listen to help out and care...no change no matter what....I love you...is to be lucky that you were not like her...
=)

sick sick sick zzz aiks

2009-08-01T06:44:00.000-07:00

yawn.....this past 2 weeks....I'm still sick aiks...
sick until so teruk haiz...not H1N1 but worst zzzz
not gona say what is that but hopefully this medicine works....
haiz already on the bed for how many days adi...lost count =X
hopefully can go back to ns in a healthy status as soon as possible and don't die =X
yeah i miss this so call what halangan activity or duno call wat la ishk zzz
hmm yeah thinking bout my birthday 09/09/09...LOL
plain and no mood at all felt like nothing only this year....
time please move faster thank you zzz~~~

till the day in NS

2009-07-30T21:31:00.000-07:00

everything looks fine so far.......
besides that so called "idiotic" people fight in dewan makan....
until we all also kena denda midnite....kawad wtf.....pumping n bla bla bla

well okay after the holidays
I lost hope...and i letak jawatan my one bar pangkat down to someone
cause I really lost interest in everything all of sudden
sorry bravo team..I'm that bad....sigh

....now another stupiak problem....
one of my someone unknow got into accident...
one of them knee cap broke....
glass hit into the head...what the heck?
and yea i cried...stupid van go and bang gosh....
I dont know what to do....either to visit them by skipping m16 or what...
I was panic....I could'nt sleep the whole night......sitting outside of the dome...wondering...
I have to make a choice.....is just to sad and i broke down....I reallyon`t know who to look to...
well I am evil enough to make this stupid choice to shoot m16 T__T sorry

the next day 3 people lost their handphone.....
one is from Alpha, Charlie and Delta....
and the comander said whoever doesnt wants to give back the handphone....
we all can't shoot m16 wtf??
than the next morning......instead of having class....
suddenly that pengumuman said....erhatian kepada semua wira.....kamu dikehendaki memakai full loreng.....dan pergi ke padang kawad lama...huh??
I felt something not right....yeah by the way I brought two handphone....
N82 give teacher keep....and one old phone is in my bag....
than I took the handphone along....very well sure enough sudden spotcheck...olala
manage to hide my hp ....everything goes well...some of my friend kena kantoi for rokok and handphone...
sadly those who kena caught for all these cant shoot m16 so yeah.....
we went to bentong to shoot m16...with only 20 freaking bullets =,=
not enough argh.....only got 8 bullets in the target and the rest don't know fly where liao =X

haiz thx god nothing critical hapen to the one that had in the accident...sad enough he can't walk
now don't ask me where the hell am I......all i know is I am still somewhere in another state...
freak it out can't believe that I'm still in that place...
hopefully it could cure as fast sigh.....

PS= I seriously don't know wha are you thinking....but but....I don't know how to say zzz

Till the day back to ns

2009-07-22T00:38:00.000-07:00

sometimes i am jealous of what i see......
looks like im gona continue my ns zzz
but bringing my laptop along.....my N82...yeah a big risk so what?
nah don`t give a damn at all...but as long i have celcom broadband wit me...yeah
I can live with it =D.......haiz.....I still stuck with it...
I really don`t know what to do with it....things getting from bad to even WORST!!!
well well well let's see.....sigh....
I don't know where to put my damn face sometimes I would like to wear a mask juz to hide it...
I even lost confident to face my friend....I don't know why.....
hmm sometimes to be alone is better.....cause I am used to it so yea....
from now on I don't have any direction where shoud I go or what I want to be....
I just lost my own direction and I lost my mind sometimes
sometimes i just got so piss of with myself......
I got screw up by my dad and my mom..yea both side.....
just felt like leaving the house...and walk out alone....to find my own destiny.....
hopefully everything will change...and yea....hopefully i can meet with u again....
Just pray for it...everything will be fine T_T

2009-07-20T05:42:00.000-07:00

everything goes down
this year is really not a good year
from a cheerful to a cold....
the old time is back....
evil to evil is alwayz the best
the face which doesnt show any feelings...
heartless...
cold hearted....
heartless words were just words...
nothing i could say cuz my mouth couldnt move at all
i admit that im not good enough
and yeah.........didnt u said when u are strong u have to fight....
thats why im not strong i do not challange...
i fight with myself...when i walk...i walk alone....
when i fight....i fight alone.....are you in the hurry to die?
regret nothing.....Successful is the will to trample others in order to rule..
friends? Companion? All this comes n goes......
trust nobody.......surprise?
Im not that kind fellow that u think....that was the fake Wisely
the real one is evil....lies...cheat....steal......full wit hatred.....the one that has been curse and despair...
uncertainty.....even i lost trust on myself.....and i dont know what to do with myself....
I don't know who to turn to.....in a broken family where i couldnt trust anyone
things are geting complicated.....
the one who walk down to the wrong path and receive his faith
I don't want to forget myself...I want to be as I am.....
Do you know how torn up am I?
Is just like a knife that pierce through my heart....
It just feel like I am waiting for my coffin and go down 6feet down the ground
My effort is meaningless.....I was juz like a ghost standing by a wall
Is juz happen like an illusion
Is not worth at all.......I am seriously dont know what to do.....
The best is.....forget it and move on...I will wait and see.......
Time will tells.......till the day ends.....goodbye days

but i was lucky that you are still there for me......all the best bro =)

How does unknown fells~~~

2009-04-06T07:33:00.000-07:00

I was frantically looking for something.
It's okay to stumble, so go forward.
I know it's foolish, I just run on without regret.
The only one I can trust is myself.
The fangs I bared at anything and everything.
I wanna be strong, give me the strangth to live on my own.
Honestly, I was just scared of betrayalI knew that nothing would change if I kept running away.
But I couldn't change myself.
The loneliness I prided myself on
Was a pair of wings to escape to my worthless dreams.

There was no freedom, nothing beyond this light.
I was drowning in each rough new day.
Before I knew it I was shouldering such loneliness.
It was hard. To be honest, I really didn't want to be on my own.
Since always pretending to be strong makes one forget one's true face.
It's important to occassionally loosen up and rely on others.
Hurt... when you want to cry, face the great big sky.
And scream out in a loud voice.
That you want to forget yourself, so you can keep being who you are.
The encouraging voices of my father, my mother, and my friends.
Spurred on, even one so weak as myself, they gave me the light.
The loneliness and pain of my youth that I prided myself on.
Were a pair of wings to escape to my worthless dreams.
If there's freedom to be had in that clear blue sky.
I wouldn't care if these wings torn out and the spot where I fel l Was 'Freedom'

anyone help~~~......................

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

2009-03-24T09:09:00.000-07:00

duno why all of sudden i go crazy....anyway i dun bother about that lame tiny. Today weather was cool n chill thou hahaha yipeeeeee lalala gona work soon. Argh damn stress this few days zzz.
yawn GTS....go to sleep zzz zz z

300 SPARTAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-02-24T06:24:00.000-08:00

"XERXES YOU ASS! WHERE'S MY FREAKIN' DINNER!?!"

"Then again, it is a Friday night. Hell may be overbooked..."

Plot???

The Geek city-state of Sparta(aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!) was the next in line to be conquered by the Iranians. Stressed about what to do, even after consulting a few Emperor Leonidas clones, King Gorgon had this conversation with his (quite hot) wife after having sex:

Leonidas: What must I do to defend SPARTAAAAAAAAA!?!

Gorgon: I think you should have hot gay sex with three hundred 299 other men.

Leonidas: (Misheard) Yes! I shall go to the Hot Gates with three hundred other men!

Gorgon: Fuck.

there is another conversation with the guy who nobody gives a shit about, let's call him fucknut

Fucknut: Das is modness.

Leonidas: ONE PIECE IS DA SHIT!

Fucknut: ANIME IS FOR N00BS WITH B00BS!

LEONIDAS: FUCK YOU, AND YOU AND YOU! *Leonidas kicks a lot of random people off in the pit*
another where Xerxes sends one of his Messengers:
Messenger: Hey, Leonidas, Xerxes says surrender or die.

Leonidas: Fuck you, bitch!! *Reveals his legendary Shit Cannon*

Messenger: You don't threaten the messenger! This is madness!!

Leonidas: Madness? THIS IS SPARTA!!! *Activates the Shit Cannon*

Leonidas: Die a shitty death in the pit!!

Messenger: ARRRRGH!!!

Sparta daily activities:

Beware of Sparta Pigeon

Sparta doin some hip-hop style

Sparta used to be a terrorist. LOL

***Sorry for the vulgar words LOL like you never use it before ==

Statue of Liberty

2009-02-21T23:10:00.000-08:00

To thank the United States for their help in liberating France from the ravages of Napoleon in 1812, King Leng Lui XIII decided to commission a spectacular monument as a gift to the Americans. The statue was originally meant to be modelled after Big Mama posing nude on a Kawasaki H2R, but this incredibly stupid idea was decided against at the last minute.

Finally, after nearly a century of false starts, in 1903 France shipped their masterpiece (via UFO) to New York City Harbor where it was unveiled to the American people. When it turned out to be a lousy 150 feet (46 meters) tall piece of copper, the Americans laughed derisively, causing no end of embarrassment to the French delegation. Just one year later, real American sculptors did a proper job of it by making a scale replica of the original statue 1,000 times as tall (28 miles (46 km)) and carved out of solid gold.

The attack by Linkin Park

In 2008, the Statue of Liberty was attacked by Linkin Park. The attack failed when Metallica released their album Pastor of Muppets, which made Linkin Park cry when played very loudly.

Liberty Finger

The American sculpture modified this Statue of Liberty to Liberty Finger. This statue represent the Finger of Justice!!! It is believe that this sign will give peace and freedom from the Darth side, Darth Vader. dot dot dot Wisely is lack of brain idea cells so don`t know what to write =X =X